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Thursday, August 17, 2006
5:37 PM ; yeah
McFLY

today in school. asusual, nothing different!
yesterday didn't go to school, had medical appointment. not a very good news?
they tested my strength in both my hands, my left hand was like HALF the strength of my right hand. our right hand is always slightly more then left, only SLIGHTLY! my was HALF! it shouldnt be! so concluded it would affect my playing in piano. hmm. and now i'm preparing for my GRADE8! argh! seriously even now when i practice the exam pieces, is affecting my playing!
well, just have to pray and leave it in the hand's of god.
i can't believe, i have to take MEDICINE! and apply some kinda gel on my hand, to relax the nerve. and they asked me, when i'm free. rather i MUST be free! take different kinda texture to rub on my hand, so that my nerve will be familiar with different type of "envirnoment"! hmm.
what will happen to me, if i really lost the ability of playing?
kinda fearful about this.
cheers for now :))