Ler her words speak to you.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

12:59 PM ; dream

some things in life are just too bizarre to be anything, but true.
the dream that lasted for that night, it was unforgettable/

11:51 AM ; the dream.

HELLOO! didnt go to school today,
yesterday i just remembered that i have appointment today.
actually thought of going to school after that, but the appoinment dragged.
it was scarry, i think i almost had tears, was afraid i cant play the piano anymore. the doctor was like saying, "something have to be done".
the sentence stands alone was scarry. he went to get his boss.
he told me, personally he felt that my left wrist is smaller then "normal".
and the pressure acting on it will be different from others. was told to be careful, cus there might be bones structure that affect it? something like that. ohwells, we'll seee. thinking about it, the greatest impact in my life will be, that im unable to play the piano.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

9:24 PM ; my thai cousins.

back from church (:
no worries, was noticeable!

resting my hand for a year plus, today im back again playing in the main service. was kind of nervous though. haha. ohwell, i guess it went well, i hope!
after service, we gathered in our group agian.
-automatic.
today our topic was on "relationship". hahaa.
of course not the sermon. as in our group conversation. hahaa!
anyway, stayed on for Bible Study, helped out in the choir.
hmm.
went to Bedok for dinnner.

back to school tmr. wish we could just stay at home.
thinking of having to wake up early to go to school, make me feel sick.
well, that's student's life.
tmr tuition with Nicolas.
maybe after school, we'll be going with Vanessa to look at some pet stuffs.

arghhh! my cousin went back to thailand today.
this morning, woke up super early and bought breakfast for them.
the two boys are so cute, they are brothers.
i will upload the pictures some other time.
at first when we saw each other, the boys were kind of shy.
their age difference, is only about a year.
i've met the older boy before, when he was like very very young.
after awhile, they were themselves, and you could really feel the warm feeling that they gave. like very close.
i kind of miss them! so cuteeeeeeeeeee.
maybe after Ns, should go over to thailand and visit them.
my grandaunt asked me to go, maybe. hhahaaha!
guesss that's about it. Hmmm!

now having conference with Juowi and Norman, as in online.
craps!

you're been missed, but will it ever be true/
age matters.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

9:49 PM ; CM.

alright, just came back from dinner.
dinner was at LP, such a boring place.
anyway, from there went over to my grandma's house. some thai relatives coming over tmr.

YEAH! today was the last paper, but that's only for prelims. HMMM!
POA was screwed up! im sure Ms Cheong will scold me.
i didnt really like prepare much for POA this time round, sad to say.

after the paper today, went to Bugis with Shanni they all.
first, went to Bugis Junction then on to Bugis Street. most of the shops werent open yet at that time.
then we went to Orchard to meet the guys. was at Far East, then Taka, we just kept walking down the stretch of Orchard. the malls are like linked up, you can say. hmmm.
we were supper tired. walk and walk. but in the end, we didnt buy anything.
along our way we saw some 4C and 4D people.
anyway, we left before 1700. took the same train as Liling.
i alighted at Pasir Ris, saw Chan. then we talk and talk.

Yeah, tmr need not go to school, my class is officially done with our papers.
i can catch up with my sleeps. my eyes are shutting soon too.
alright! that's about it.

ohyeah, tmr is special (:
Hmm!

im still recalling/

Sunday, August 19, 2007

7:31 PM ; cool.

back from church.
it was interesting (:
anyway, from today onward, those who are in the church camp choir, have to be in church earlier to practice. Jollyn came along with my family, both of us went to sing post and eat our lunch, so we joined the practice later.
hmmm. i've got nothing to say about the practice! arghhhh!
i was surprised to see my name on the bulletin for next sunday pianist.
i thought i was told to be in next year. hmm.

after service ended, asusual we gathered in our group again and talk. with Jas, Jollyn and i, we're seen as a group. then slowly Juowi, Norman and Cornelius came over. back to all our craps again!
there wasnt Bible Study today, Evangelism instead. but my family didnt go, neither did Jas' family.
i love this bunch of people! they're really funny!
i bet there's people out there, that envy us. you know and i know who!
dinner was boring, ate at sing post again. went to NTUC, bought my childhood biscuit!

EXAMS the next whole week!
there's geo and maths paper tmr. im sure my humans will fail. so yeah.
whatever!
Maths i must do well! and sustain my grade.

YESTERDAY,
a disappointment though. hmmm.
youths was normal, nothing much.
we learnt about . . .
Carl McIntire, he was a founder of and minister in the Bible Presbyterian Church, founder and long president of the International Council of Christian Churches, and a popular religious radio broadcaster, who proudly identified himself as a fundamentalist.
it was really interesing, i've learnt many things from him and the experiences he had. search and read up about him.
being strong and zealous for the Lord!

ohyeah, there's a young couple that i always admire,
but they are not together now.
i admired them was because, they could sustain their long relationship. obviously there has to be quarrel at times. i felt they were also compatible.
looking at each of their profile and photos they have, i only can say. . .
the guy is a basket! and i feel sorry for the girl.
HEY! im not being KPO! neither it is a crime to admire. ohwells.
strange! though im an outsider, but i dont know why i've this strong
feelings of . . . the anger towards the guy. but interesting! hahahhaa.

your action had caught me thinking,
and im still thinking.
if only that's the truth/

Sunday, August 12, 2007

8:58 PM ; i dont know.

i really dont know.
my mood is kind of being "slash".

CHURCH (:
went to loyang point this morning.
from there went to church for lunch.
Jollyn was serving in Chinese service, so i went and companied her.
Norman was there too, and he was saying, Jollyn serve and like there's people to support her.
anyway, obviously ended earlier than the English service. so we went to get some stuffs.
we hanged around until service ended. during break time, there was a short choir practice for the church camp. there seems to be a problem in finding time to conduct longer session of choir practice. they felt half an hour wasnt enough. which i totally agree on.
stayed on for bible study, i was helping out in the children's choir.

after church, my family and i went over Changi General hospital. PoPo, which i call. she's not releted to my family somehow. but cus she was a servent of my mum last time. she's about 90+
seriously i had tears when i saw her, but i controlled. i dont know, but i feel kind of sad. but you can see in her the comfort and joy that she have.
im glad she received Christ as her personal saviour. in that, i was comforted. she looks at other patients, having friends and family members to visit them. what about her? hmmm. we didnt stay there for long.

wanted to layer my hair. but didnt.
someday next week, i guess.
tmr there's SS paper. think i'll flunk it.
i've been reading and stuffs, but nothing goes in.
i hate it!

i dont understand what're you up to again?
stop? play? pause?
stop messing around will you?

was i being noticed/

Saturday, August 11, 2007

11:39 AM ; i miss you so.

ohyeah, this morning woke up late.
but reached Jollyn's school on time. at least it was.
hmmm.
we left at 1015, though class was supposed to end only at 1100.
later will be going out to study.

yesterday, had tuition with Nicholas.
we ended at 2215? almost for about 3hours.
i was surprised when he even asked about my other subjects, more of talking beyond "tuition". thought he was those that just talk within "tuition" stuffs.
from our conversation, it seeems like he knows something about accounting.
maybe i'll try asking next lesson, and see if he knows. hahaha.
it doesnt really get me bored, i guess partly maths is favourite subject.

anyway activities for today all cancelled.
want to study. hmmm.
guess that's about it.
and DANIEL, MELVIN and CHAN suckssss!
the girls still rocksss!

make your way home/

Friday, August 10, 2007

3:38 PM ; yeah.

yo!

this morning tuition was cancelled. cus Andy had something on! Yeah!

but there's tuition tonight, but that's ok.

whole day at home, study and study. but dont know if anything got in.

anyway, yesterday went to church.

Care Ministy brethren presented some songs, in Hokkien. it was nice!

i should have record it, and they really can sing!

after a short message by pastor, had refreshment.

so Jas, Jollyn, Jw, Cornelius, my bro and i set up table and chairs for us to sit and fellowship!

after that, we went in to the auditorium and started playing around with the kids. "fighting" for the balloon! MADNESS! but it was fun.

ohyeah, and Uncle Sean's son is soooo CUTE!

he's hair is nice, natural man!

ohya, we took his balloon and played.

hahahhhaa.

before we went home, we went over to mandai, kind of pay respect to my grandfather. and my dad told me, why national day was kind of memorial to him.

on national day, my dad spent hours looking for a TV for my grandfather to watch. and my grandfather could watch the parade. cus he's bedridden.

and it's a small TV with radio too.

i've heard about my grandfather's life.

i was only in primary school when he passed away.

how i wish i had the change to even have a conversation with him .

i still remembered the day when he passed away, ohwells.

that's life.

continue..

went home to watch the national day parade, i dont think it was very nice.

hmm. but the water fountain, laser of lights, were good.

that's all i guesss.

tmr got to go for music course again! wake up so early.

i dont feel like going for piano lesson, and youths.

feel like staying home to study.

Monday's SS paper.

i think i dont really want to concentrate much on it.

i'll end here.

im so bored, faster will you/

Thursday, August 09, 2007

10:34 AM ; it was a blast!

TODAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!.
this morning i woke, mum told me that we got to go to church later
for Care Ministry Anni. i forgot about that.

anyway yesterday, i got home about 2330, after a long day out.
morning, woke up at 0830 then went to Vivo City, met up with Estee and Kf. suppose to watch ' secret '. but were late, so didnt watch in the end.
so walked around, had lunch there.
both of them went back home to change to uniform.
went to school around 1530, it was so dump sitting under the sun!
it was really warm!
then some of us went to Vanessa's stall to get sheltered.
so we spent most of our time there.

at 1830, went with Vanessa, Anna and Cynthia to the hall.
Shanni, Liling and Shina were there already.
watched bands, campus superstar. i thought shawn would be there. hmm.
im not really into campus superstar, but i know a few. so i kept asking Angela and Anna, if the person is in or out.
yeah, i felt that most of the campus superstar1 can really harmonise very well.
the crowd was kind of big? i guess.
i shall say no more.
need to study! ohman, prelims!

later church (:
at least i wont get bored staying at home.
tmr tuition with Andy and Nicholas. one in the morning, and the other in the night. hmmm.

i dont know why, but just come back quickly/

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

7:57 PM ; carnival tmr.

alright, school asusual.
but not for the next few days!
GREAT!
tuition eneded, was super sleepy but once it ended, my mood totallly changed.
so conclusion? hmm.

no school tmr! is just carnival, from 1600-2100pm.
but we've got to report to school by 1530pm.
hmm. ohh, and tmr another Motorola V3XX will be send to my house again for free! haha.
i want to watch 'secret'!
wells, we'll seee.

ohyeah, early this week of school, school went wrong. i wont talk about it, cus lazy type. ok, think better go and study. hmm!

you're on and im on too.
for this, im glad (:
time is running out/

Sunday, August 05, 2007

9:08 PM ; today.

back from church. (:

yesterday, was a disappoinment though.
ohwells.

today, before going to church, Jollyn came over to my house for awhile, then we went to church together. dad drove us all there.
anyway, Jollyn and i went up to the auditorium first. Jasmine was already there. i went up for awhile, then went down for Chinese service as i was serving as pianist. yeah.
at least SarahYap was there to accompany me.
after it ended, went up together with Sarah to the English service, but asusal Chinese Service always end earlier than English.
anyway, so we got ourselves entertained by talking to the kids,
interesting though.
and we both helped oursleves with the refreshment first. hahaha.

one whole group coming out from the auditorium, everyone in groups talking, rather fellowshipping. it was warm!
Jollyn and i almost forgot about the choir meeting for the church camp.
argh! i'll remember that two St. John's members, Jasmine and Juowi!
hahahha! both of them are not attending! especially Jw, keep suaning. wth.
anyway, every sunday after service end, there'll be a section of choir practice for half an hour. which i felt, will take our fellowship time, hmm. how i wish we can mulit-task. ohwell, we cant have everything in our own way!

ohyeah, Norman lend me his POA notes! woo, when Jasmine and i saw, we were amazed, for a guy, his notes are really so well organised and his handwriting wasnt that bad. at least i can still see!
i think the notes are really of good use man. a new source to study from though.

During Bible study, helped my mum with the children's choir.
now there's warm-up led my JieJieAngeline. Jas and Jollyn didnt stay.
Jw was irritating, kept suaning about choir. whatever itis for!
after bible study and everything, my family to NTUC.
then went to bedok for dinner. then went home.
i've asked Jollyn, Norman, Yx to come over for carnival.
all say, see first! hmmm.

back to school tmr! only Monday and Tuesday!
tmr Nicholas' coming over for tuition. MATHS!

i remembered..
talkings,
fast eye contact,
lift, and
NTUC!

i looked, response was slash/

Saturday, August 04, 2007

10:42 AM ; yeah.

arghh! had to wake up at 0700 today!
lucky i called Jollyn, she forgot all about the music course!
i reached her school, and she was still at home. haiz!
anyway, she was late.
today class, learned about Japanese instruments and stuffs.
then Jollyn and i left at 1000, cus we've got "YOUTHS" meeting to attend.
got to leave house again, for piano lesson. hmm.
then come back again, then taking GCM transport to chuch.

last night, outside my housing area, there were lots of noise, cars and people.
cus of the Tua Pek Kong.
just now on the way home, there were alot of people still. hmm.

youths, youths, youths!
i shall see how exciting it'll be later this afternoon. (:
My mind's eye/

Friday, August 03, 2007

4:08 PM ; hello.

hellooo!
you had me at hello.
something just poped up (: wooo, that's amazing.
im not thinking too much, it did happened!
hahahahahahha.

another week pass soooo fast! wth.
prelims is so near, i guess we shouldnt even talk about prelims? rather 'N' is so fast! hmmm, i think i will consider English, Maths and Science for Ns. the subject that im most worried about is my Engish.
Tuesday, had English prelim, i doubt i'll get a good grade for it.
ohwells.

yesterday night had tuition, interesting.
i think that's like the only tuition i enjoy,
BUT not for any reasons in particular! Yeah.
Wednesday, wasted my msg, there wasnt any music course and i went to msg Mr Leung to tell him im not going. had Science tuition. i kinda got irritated! argh! nightmares!

anyway, my dad subscribe a new line, so had a new phone for free. and is Motorola V3XX. supposed to keep it, but in the end he gave my brother. hmm. i want to upgrade my SOON! end of this year as my mum said she will.

alright, tmr i've got to wake up at around 0700. have to attend the music course from 0800-1100, cus we didnt have lessons for the last two Wednesday.
so replacement, this Saturday and next. i guess, i'll be worn out!
after the music course, have to go for my piano lesson, which is at 1130!
and asusual, YOUTHS (:
will be helping Wenxiang to play the piano, as he's chairing.

Next week school's on Monday and Tuesday.
Wednesday, we only need to report at 1600 for carnival.
Jollyn might be coming, Yx might be coming also. well, we'll see.
hope to get Juowi and Xiangyong to come along too.

A miss is as good as a mile/