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Thursday, January 29, 2009
9:39 PM ; Thinking?
The pressure.

T-H-U-R-S-D-A-Y

Alright, how random! &yes, this morning I almost died. I had a real bad stomach ache that I thought I need to go to the hospital. &Mum actually asked if I need to. But after some medication I was ok. My dad had too, but his wasnt that bad. I guess it was the overnight food. Anyway this noon, was watching "ThankYou", a korean drama. Watched it before but re-watched it. (:

&tmr at 0800 the posting of school/course will be out. Whatever my plan is for the next few days/weeks, all depends on tmr! Hmmmm, shall wait&see. Will be out tmr, the whole day I think. (:

Ohwells, Im waiting. Just waiting, always waiting. :D

Why is it so.
CARMEN.


Tuesday, January 27, 2009
5:27 PM ;
Just sometimes ..

Well, back from my Uncle's house. My family was the earliest. We were there by 1200&stayed until about 1515. &yes by then all my relatives were there. Talked a little with my cousins as most of them are older than me. So nothing in common to talk. But at least did talk to them. (: Whereas Glenn who is the same age as me, was playing with my bro psp.

Anyway, we went over to grandma's house to collect the vegetables&soup they specially made for tonight dinner. &so happen my cousin&family were there. So I guess they'll be coming over together later. After that we went to collect CURRY. Hoo boy! Most of the places I went served Curry! Like someone said, Curry festival. Back here, waiting for them to come over. :D Shall update again later or something. (:

Heard there might be a class gathering on 31st. Sharks, I dont know how. Too many events. Got to go to Aunty's house, there's Choir practice, Youths, Dinner over at Nicholas' house& still not sure about Juowi's birthday. Hmmmm. Ohwells. Talk about that later. Bye.

I just dont feel it.
CARMEN.


Sunday, January 25, 2009
10:30 AM ; I love him so.
Life has been rather happening thus far.

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Picture taken using Brandon new phone! 8megapixel. Sheesh!

Alright, yesterday went earlier to church to company Jollyn for lunch before choir starts. &the most irritating part was I CANT GET A PREPAID CARD! Anyway, played the guitar for Youths. I kinda lost touch with it. But yeah, still able to play. (: After youths, took train back with Jollyn, SarahAnn, bro&Brandon. Brandon insisted of taking the train with us to PasirRis&then go all the way to ChuaChuKang?

Will be going down to church earlier, is SarahLee first time serving with us in English Service&Im back to play the Organ again. Which I've forgotten how to play! So got to go early&practice. Choir will be joining us at 1410, hmm. So yeah. This year CNY is gonna be a boring one, I think. Sighhh. Ok, guess I'll end off here. Byee.
CARMEN.


Friday, January 23, 2009
8:01 PM ; HEHO.
Heho. :D

This noon, Jollyn msged me saying she was super hungry&I was too. But we were only supposed to meet at about 1500 for Sakae. Jollyn went to get a table first, so yeah. It was super crowded! &this time it was so unusual, because we couldnt finish the food. &I went to collect my IPOD. (:

Alright, no piano lesson tmr. But got to go to church for choir practice&youths. :D I always love the weekends. Anyway, I had a nice time with Jollyn today. In the past, we would always meet up in the Eastern area&hang out. (: &I need a prepaid card!

Suspense.
CARMEN.


Thursday, January 22, 2009
10:27 PM ;
Im so bored. Waiting for people to upload some korean show. &Anyway, I want THAT leather case for my IPOD. Two months passed&I still want it! But, it's damn EX la! Mum suggested I should get it later after CNY. Hahah! I shall wait &just use my previous case. (: 

Tmr is Friday! The weekends is here! Will be meeting Jollyn at 1500 at Wheelock! (: Treating her. Whoola~ I guess that's about it for now. Will update tmr after the short hangout. 
CARMEN.


10:26 AM ; Im just too scare to ..
Honestly, I'm scared.

Im sorry, I cant help but to think. If only Im paid to THINK. Gosh, alright it doesnt make sense. Anyway, yeah was on the phone yesterday till about 0300 this morning. HMMM. I found out some interesting stuffs~

&few days back, Candice asked me this question .. "Will love HURT or bring HAPPINESS to people?" Ohwell, the word 'Love' seems simple enough to understand, but it isnt at all. Infact, it's complicating. It can play tricks on you, I believe so.

Alright, I shall not let it trigger any thoughts in me. (: Time for calendars.

Certain things are not meant to be said.
CARMEN.


Wednesday, January 21, 2009
11:37 AM ; Wed.
Ask no more.

Alright, yesterday there wasnt much stuffs. Was online in the morning, &Jingyi asked me to meet her to pass her 7thHeaven book. So straight away left home I met her at her house&took bus back. Xl came over to teach bro, he looks weird with that cap! Anyway, I was watching some Korean show. (: In the evening met mum at Pasir Ris&took a train to church for Prayer Meeting. Came home&was on phone for awhile.

&yes, today was supposed to meet up with Jol. at Orchard for lunch. But we've changed to Friday.(: So Friday I'll collect my Brand new IPOD. :D Whoola~ Alright, got to choose some choir songs for the children&got to work on the song for Quintet. Byee!

OHOHOH! I've been entertaining myself with the video Jw uploaded on facebook. The video which Brandon was the blindmice. Brandon, you're super funny!

The answers can be seen.
CARMEN.


Monday, January 19, 2009
1:50 PM ; (:
Brown represents You.

I just watched the video Juowi uploaded, the one which my bro was the blind mice. It took like SIX minutes for him to catch one of them.

Ohyes, yesterday served in Chinese Service. &the piano kept going off because we were using batteries instead of direct current. Ohwells. &after service, went up to English, waited for the service to end. &yes! My clique&some other youths sang birthday song again! Sang THREE different 'version'. Goodness me! But yeah, THANK YOU guys! &my cousin bought a small cake for me. (: How nice! He bought one for Chee Sheng too but he didnt come. Ohyes! Jiejie Melissa's birthday is today. (: Sent her a sms this early morning, &she was like .. "Thanks! You are my first well wisher! .. " Oh&Aunty Kim Lay made a necklace for me, so sweet. It's really really nice! She hand-made it man! Coolest. Anyway, after church went to grandparents' house&had our dinner there. On the way home, Jingyi called &wished me, Wendy too. Wow, they called, very touched!

&Dvd was the best, always so SPECIAL. She msged me close to 12am&said ..
"HI! Bet you thot I forgot! But I wanted to be the last to wish, Happy 18th Birthday! .. etc." :D She's always up to something!

Alright, Was home about 2000plus or so. Later in the night was talking to someone till this morning about 0400! Sorry Jollyn! Was supposed to meet her for lunch at Orchard today but Im not feeling too well cos of cramps! Before ending the post, gonna upload a few picutres. These pictures were taken when all of us realised that both Jw&my cousin were actually taking themselves&we all joined them as well. But somehow it isnt clear, so yeah!

I found out first! HAHAH.
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&then slowly everyone joined in.
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Yeah, Thank God for friends like them. :D

It existed because of you.


Sunday, January 18, 2009
10:46 AM ; BIRTHDAY.
A nice way to spend my birthday.

YES! I love how I spent my day yesterday with them. (: Thank you so much! I love you guys loads. They never fail to celebrate with me. &yes! Chee Sheng's birthday is the same as mine! (:
&wait! Is JAY CHOU's birthday too! So, Happy Birthday to CheeSheng&JayChou. Alright, not like they'll see! LOL.

Yesterday after Youths, we waited for Brandon! &yes, we were surprised when we saw CheeSheng in Youths, glad he came. &he wished me happy birthday, then I was like .. "hey you wanna come over to celebrate together?" After all the thinking, steady la! He came with us! Took bus&everything. Came up to my house first to bring down all the food. Mum ordered KFC&Pizza Hut. &we had some BBQ food too. We hang around the park. Eat, chat&laugh! Since when did we had such time together! I wanna next hangout man!

After eating, we played sparkles? Whatever it is called. Took lots of pictures, especially the JUMP SHOT! &we just couldnt figure out the timing! Jump&jumped. &my cousin&Juowi, we thought they were taking picture of us, but they werent! They were taking pictures of themselves! What is this! In the end, we all found out &went behind them to take too. LOL. After all photo takings, we played BLIND MICE at the playground. (: Man, it was as if we were snatching the playground from some youngs kids. &I enjoyed the nice wind there. :D I bought candles to play, in the end only used up THREE! Cant play candles in Punggol, cos the wind is too strong! &at 2200 the light went OFF. Before wrapping up the celebration, we had SPARKLING JUICE in DISPOSABLE WINE CUP! &the birthday cake which my dad bought! :D We cheered&sang song. Making noise was the best part!

&THANK YOU GUYS, for the NICE BAG. It came so timely, because I wanted to get one. But mum didnt allow! So now she cant say anything! HOHOHOHO. &I love Anna's present too. It reminds me of ME. :D &seriously, Thank you to all who wished me thru SMS, MSN, FACEBOOK. (:

I LOVE THEM loads. The birthday up, JUOWI. Here's the pictures&some in Jw's phone. &we're waiting for him to upload it soon!
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My cousin? Conductor?
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Jas&I. Sorry Jollyn!
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I've no idea how I got this picture.
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My cousin was like right on the ground taking this picture.
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Girlfriends. They never fail to celebrate with me.
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Sitting&waiting..
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Here comes the JUMP SHOTsssssssss.
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We tried&tried but we just couldnt find the right JUMP SHOT.

Jas&I. :D
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We played BLIND MICE .
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I miss this girls.
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They were waiting to be caught.
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Sarah&I! Gonna miss if she goes overseas.
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Juowi, Nicholas&I.
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COUSIN&I.
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I LOVE THEM.
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Wishes from all church friends. (: Thank God for them.
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I truly enjoyed myself &all the surprises! :D

You are my companion.


Friday, January 16, 2009
11:12 PM ; QUIZ.
QUIZ ONE

1. Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name.
Caring.
2. Who are you missing right now?
Classmates& someone I guess.
3. Your ex shows up randomly at your house , what do you say?
What are you doing here?
4. How many bedrooms are in your house?
THREE nice bedrooms.
5. Is there a reason for your profile song ?
Not exactly, just that I like this song& somehow it brings back some kinda memories.
6. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
Of course, NOT! She remembered by bday&gave me a gift!
7. Who was your last text message from ?
My cousin, Nicholas.
8. What time did you wake up this morning ?
0900.
9. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you ?
Hmm yes, why not.
10. Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last ?
Of course I mean it.
11. Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single ?
Hmm, depends who do you give it to. Family? Friends?
12. What is wrong with you now ?
Nothing is wrong?
13. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
Erm, depends. If it’s God’s will. HAHAH!
14. Would you kiss someone to make your ex bf/gf mad ?
No, I think it’s kinda childish doing so.
15. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
Yes, they can.
16.Do you use T9 , word or abc?
T9.
17.Do you tell your mum everything?
Not everything, depends.
18. Who was the last person you cried in front of ?
Mum, not because she scold me or what. (:
19. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Yes! Anna!
20. Who can you trust ?
My guy friend.

QUIZ TWO
1. Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kissed?
Hmmm, I think cheeks? I dont know.
2. How Did You Feel When You Woke Up This Morning?
A fresh new day.
3. Who Was The Last Person You Took A Picture Of?
Hmm, I cant remember.
4. Would You Consider Yourself To Be Spoiled?
Hmm, yesss.
5. Would You Ever Donate Blood?
Yeah, why not.
6. Have You Ever Had A Best Friend Who Was Of The Opposite Sex?
Yeah!
7. Do You Want Someone Dead?
Eh not at the moment. (:
8. What Does Your Last Text Message Says?
I only expect good food. Lol. Kidding. (My cousin)
9. What Are You Thinking Right Now?
How many more questions to go.
10. Do You Wish Someone Was With You Right Now?
Yes.
11. What Time Did You Go To Sleep Last Night?
0000.
12. Where Did You Buy The Shirt You're Wearing Now?
Eh, I’ve no idea.
13. Is Someone On Your Mind Right Now?
Yes.
14. Who Was The Last Person To Text You?
I thought I’ve answered this? Anyway, Nicholas.
15. The 9 person you just chose:
1)Jasmine
2)Jollyn
3)Anna
4)Dvd
5)Nicholas
6)Brandon
7)Juowi
8)Norman
9)Shina

15. Who Is The Number 2 Having A Relationship With?
Hmm, I dont think anyone. I shall ask her!
16. Is 8 A Male Or A Female?
Male.
17. What Is Number 1 Studying About?
Accountings!
18. When Was The Last Time You Had A Chat With Them?
Last Sunday!
19. Is Number 4 Single?
Yes, she is. But there’s something interesting going on. (:
20.Say Something About Number 5.
He’s my cousin. He is blur&forgetful!
21. What Do You Think About Number 3 And 6 Being Together?
EH! If any of them see this question, they’ll laugh? I dont know how they’ll react. (:
22.Describe Number 9.
She’s a .. Yes means yes, No means no kinda person.(: &she’s my close friend in school too.
23. What Will You Do If Number 6 And 7 Fights?
Hahah! Nah, that might not happen at all. So yeah.

QUIZ THREE

1. What’s your nickname?
CM, Carmennnnn, Mencar, Car, Men, Sucker, Asshole, Loser. I think?
2. How old are you?
Turning 8teen in TWO days time. (:
3. When’s your birthday?
8teen January.
4. What’s your special skill?
Hmm, I think in the music area.
5. What’s your horoscope?
Capricorn/horse.
6. Who pass this surveyquiz to you?
CHERYL.
7. She’s your….?
My craziest friend.
8. What you wanna talk to him/her?
Erm .. about life.
9. What do you think about him/her?
She’s a out-going person, easy to approach.
10. When you know him/her?
I think FOUR years back.
11. How’s her attitude?
Cool.
12. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I’ve got both. (:
13. If one day, your lover tell you that he/she loves you too, how will you do ?
What am I suppose to do? I’ll just give a smile?
14. Are you well-being now?
Hmm, I think so.
15. Why god give you courage ?
So that we’ll be able to face trails in life?
16. Who are the people you like ?
I’ve no idea how to answer this ques.
17. Which color you like most ?
No particular one.
18. God give you 4 wishes: (God became a genie?)
I shall nt answer. Im getting real bored.
19. Do you like to smile and laugh ?
Eh yes of course.

Alright, I really think the questions need to be rephrase. But anyway, I was bored. &since Cheryl ask me to do it, so yeah. The last FOUR questions didnt bother to answer. Logging off ~
CARMEN.


8:27 PM ; Out with Bf.
A thought left unanswered. 

This afternoon headed to Wheelock to get my IPod fixed. But guess what? It requires THREE working days but it's worth it. Because I'll get a brand NEW one. (: Whoola~ After that, went down to Borders&Im waiting for 8th Confession book to be out! Anyway, we walked from Wheelock to Taka to CentrePoint to Plaza Sing. 

Left Dhoby Ghaut about 0615 went to meet Anna at Potong Pasir to get back the 7th Heaven book. &she told me to wait for her for awhile as she had to help her grandmother which was partly true&partly untrue. HAHAH! Then I saw Anna standing infront of me with  a big wrapped up gift. &I went .. "What are you doing here with this?" something like that. &she wished me! Gosh! Was super surprised! I really was! &she told me how she got the present&Stuffs. Man, really appreciated it. :D 

&yes, tmr a small kinda celeb. with church friends&cousin. (: Alright, I'll end the post here. Piano lesson tmr, &Im not sure if I should join the choir this week. HMM. &after youths they'll be coming over. Not all the Youths though, my clique! 

But Im willing to wait. 
CARMEN.


Thursday, January 15, 2009
7:27 PM ; Packing of room.
When the truth is known ..

This morning went to the Punggol Plaza with parents. Went to the wet market&NTUC. Bought quite a number of stuffs for this Saturday. &new discovery! There's Saki Sushi at the plaza, right at the basement! Wth, I didnt even know! Yes, it's Saki not Sakae.

Anyway, was back home about 1030. &started to clean my room, sought out all files, papers&books. Just throw&throw. Had to vacuum&mop my room. &because of the construction site near my house, made our floor so dusty! In the end, vacuum&mop up the whole place! Except for my parents&bro's room. Hohoho. Everything ended by 1800. &happened Dvd called, &I shared to her! Whoo, She was the BEST. Thank you so much, I love you! :D

Alright tmr will be going out. &I got to meet Anna in night too, to get my book. (: Yeah, that's about it. Im logging off.

It'll only bring disappointment.
CARMEN.


7:20 PM ; Reply to tag
Reply to tag.

Carmen. -JASMINE:
Woo Jas! You'r fast at replying man. Hahah. Yeah alright, we'll find another time when we all can meet up for lunch or something. Birthday email? Wooo, sounds interesting. Alright shall send you one! Hey, didnt I give you a MSN birthday invitation too? :D

Yup, totally different. Most probably I'll look for a job. (: &yes, I wasnt even sad la friend. But, Thanks anw! (: YES camera on standby! We'll gonna play with FIRE which your sis&I are so excited about it. &welcome to FACEBOOK.
CARMEN.


1:26 PM ; Reply to tag.
Reply to tag.

Carmen. -JASMINE:
Ohyes, this Monday yr sis&I are actually meeting for lunch in town during her lunch break though. &yes! Saturday is time for pictures. :D Yeah, it's cool when you guys are involved! &there isnt anything that Im sad. No worries, friend!

Whoola~ Yeah, going to a new stage of life. &yeah, I still miss secondary school life. (: But life still goes on&on. :D
CARMEN.


Wednesday, January 14, 2009
10:24 AM ; Wednesday.
Your silent protest?

HeeHoo. Not much of activities today. Came online looked at courses, talking on MSN with friends. &Jol. is forever watching her 'Forensic Heros 2'. &she just gave me a website to see what I wanna watch. I've found one Korean Drama though, but Im not sure if I wanna watch, Knowing that I might get hooked onto it. Melvin thinks I should cut off that addiction. Hahah.

Sigh. Im seriously very burden about something, I really dont know what to do. I've been praying for wisdom. Gosh, it'll only bring much much disappointment.

Alright, last night came back from prayer meeting. &yes, someone called&talked till 0145. Ok, &I seriously cant think of anything to write for you. More time needed. Hohohoho.

Ok, that's all for now. Shall update again later. :D &I cant wait for 8thConfession to come out, it's JANuary already! &the movie, Marley&Me, When is it coming out! Sigh.

It's a silent killer.
CARMEN.


10:12 AM ; Reply to tag.
Reply to Tag. 

Carmen. -JASMINE
Hmmm, not exactly outing rather a Hangout. Yeah, we'll plan&let you know. Whoola~ Craps. Having lesson&replying, what's with this youths nowadays, all Multi-Taskers! :D Yeah need to choose wisely, pray&yeah. &Im happy la, my dear friend. My post sound sad? Hmm. 
CARMEN.


Tuesday, January 13, 2009
10:45 PM ; Replies to tag.
Reply to tag.

Carmen. -JASMINE:
OHHHHH! I know what's Plan C alr. Your one&only beloved CXLXIXN, though I think there's one extra X? Yeah, we were talking about an outing earlier in church. (:

Dont have to write a letter la, after all yr studies first. Dont worry, I understand! :D Hahha, you look more excited than me la! But yeah, thanks for being excited, cos it makes me too! Whooola~
FIVE projects! All the best! (:
CARMEN.


2:38 PM ; hmm
Our Talks count.

Halo. This morning was out with parents, so yeah! Will only be out later for PrayerMeeting. (: &yes, results yesterday. Im satisfied with it, as long Im able to move on to the next level Im fine with that. Soyeah, Thank God for it. The next few days got to decide on courses&schools too. Im looking more on TP courses though.


&wait, I've no understanding of O level. Those who can do well&who always did well, isnt getting what they ought to. Likwise, the other way round. I mean, yes everyone puts in their efforts&hardworks .. but still. Sigh, I feel sorry for X&my other friends. No comments about myself, Im like in the center, but Im contented with my results! Woola~ Ahwells, its over! Let's move on to the next phrase of life. &I believe those who arnt good in studies, they do have their special strengths in certain areas. Yes, my studies isnt that good but I hope least I have a Special strenth in something. Ohwells.

Last night was on the phone with someone till about 0130. &I was really tired after that. Man, I got stuffs to tell you. &here's more words for you, complain not! (:

Im still deciding if I wanna hangout with Sherry, Daniel, Melvin&Chan tmr or Thursday? Friday will be out with someone, so that's Out. Alright Xl coming to teach bro again, shall talk to him!

We are Multi-taskers.
CARMEN.


Monday, January 12, 2009
9:08 PM ; Reply to tag.
Reply to Tag. 

Carmen. -JASMINE:
Hey yo! Hmmm, Alternative surprise? Woo. Got Plan C? Hahahah. Yes, time for hangouts&reading of letters. 

&nononono! You werent kpo at all, you were concerned! (: I really really appreciated that you called&asked. Yes if there's anything, I'll call my Girlfriend. :D Thanks for being there to hear me out! Thank you for your wishes! Yeah, way to GOOOOOOOOOOO. You too man! All the best in yr final paper! :D 

Yes, I love you too. Hahaha, SIX days more. :D Coolest.  
CARMEN.


10:06 AM ; I love bf.
We had our long talks through out the night.

Hooboy! This early morning some Idiot(s) keep shouting&calling names. It freaks me out. It went on until about 0230. I was online from 1930 till 0200. Anyway, after awhile I was deep in sleep, so I've no idea if they were still making noise cos I couldnt hear a thing. Dad told me he couldnt sleep, so he on his computer&read newspaper. He only slept at 0400. Dont this people have any sense. Obviously they dont.

&yes, going back to school for results. Woohoo~ Cant time pass faster, I dont wanna keep waiting. &ytd, tuition t'cher, friends smsed to send wishes&Stuffs. They actually freak me out. Hahah, but yeah was comforted by their message. :D Thanks people! Xl coming later to teach bro. Shall sms him the results&I make sure I dont come back until they finish! Hahah! Ahwells.

Ohyes, &I promised to call Someone after I get my results. (: Alright, that's about it. Update later again. :D

Its kept close in my heart.
CARMEN.


Sunday, January 11, 2009
11:53 PM ; ohh.
If only there's balloons, fireworks &stars to look at.

Yes church today was alright! :D Served in Filipino Service, so went down to church earlier than usual. I actually knocked off during English service, but dad accidentally hit me&I was super awake! (: Nice one, Dad!


Anyway, during break time gathered &talked. We had a 30mins break, as Pastor had to rush off to preach elsewhere, so Bible study started early. &of course church ended early. No wonder I was home, EARLY!

&yes, tmr is the Deadly day. Ahwells, I cant wait either. I cant stand waiting! Man, people sending msg&msn-ing all the wishes for tmr. It really comforts me, yet it Freaks me out! Alright, I shall leave those thoughts aside.

Anyway, Ty to someone who's accompanying me at such hour/hours. (: &yes, I've learn something today, Respect/Trust.

I love them in the sky.
CARMEN.


12:45 AM ; SUnday.
Hey! Is 0045, Sunday Morning. (:

Anyway, Im glad things went well the pass few hours. &yes, I hope it'll be a good day today! :D Cheers! Update later, later.
CARMEN.


Saturday, January 10, 2009
11:34 PM ; Reply to tags.
Reply to Girlfriend

Carmen. -JASMINE:
Oh, nah its really ok. But I really appreciate that you actually even had the idea to do so. (: I love you! Thank you so much! Yes, we must hangout to read those letters! 

Yes so true, whatever the result is, we've got to thank God for it. I mean, I guess it has a purpose. We just trust God, Im sure he'll lead us to the path he wanna us to take&which he thinks is best for us. (: 

&yes of course I wanna share to my close friends, but..! Aiya, is not that you'll spread around la, say until like that! Haiyo. Just that my result isnt that glorious to be told! &yes, three tags! Wow, improved! :D HAHA. 
Silly girlfriend! 
CARMEN.


8:48 PM ; Where's the ending?
The only word played in mind, End.

Back from Youths&all. &there isnt much for me to update. Too many thoughts I've got in my mind.

Spare me a thought.
CARMEN.


1:55 PM ; SATURDAY.
This morning, I was the last one to leave the house for piano lesson. &my lenses were irritating my eyes. I just wanna get it off. Anyway, got to leave house in an hour time for Youths. After that, we'll be meeting parents over at Simei for dinner, I think. &then dad will send us home.

Alright, Jas&Jol. not coming for Youths! They're going SHOPPING la! Unfair. (: Ohyes, got to bring the Love Letters tmr. Ok, shall upate in the evening again.

Sometimes, I just wonder what's happening.
CARMEN.


1:45 PM ; Replies
Reply to tag. 

Carmen. -JASMINE
Yeah I agree. Surprises about what? Wanna know what you wrote? Hahahha! I can bring &show you. :D Yes, but if my results isnt that good, I dont wanna share la. HAHAH! Man, is like the day when we collect PSLE. 

Two tags, means shorter reply! Hahah. (: 
CARMEN.


Friday, January 09, 2009
10:14 PM ; Hmm
Today was kind of a "Stressful day". Ahwell, I shall not dwell on that. :D Tomorrow is Saturday, parents got to go for PTC while bro got to be in school by 0700 for CCA. &I'll be the last to leave home, got to go for piano lesson. &I guess I'll go back home after lesson, then leave house for Youths. Monday will be gonna be a exciting day, least I hope it will! Anyway.

Alright, I just blog for the sake of blogging since I've got nothing to do. &I've realise my posts are getting shorter&shorter. Im just lazy to express my thoughts&feelings. Ohwells. Nights!

Man, I feel kinda lousy now. Darn! Whatever~

Sometime, We are strangers.
CARMEN.


10:41 AM ; (:
A special dedication.

This morning woke up about 0400 replied msg&went back to sleep. Then at 0530 was woken up by my mum&Bro, smsed until about 0700. Wanted to wake up at 1000 then meet Mick, but he called me close to 0900! &said he didnt want to go to Compass already. Wth. Man, got to reply Jovin about the outing later. Hmmmmm.

Anyway, yesterday someone was complaing how life's so unfair! :D Cheer up! As said, I'll dedicate one post for you. Be touched!

A Faithful Love.

A faithful love is priceless
Takes the edge off life’s roughness
Reduces all of our sadness
Gives strength when we feel hopeless.

A faithful love is endless
Lights up all corners of darkness
Not a scent of harshness
Only respect and a taste of sweetness.

A faithful love is selfless
Giving without a tinge of selfishness
Thank you with fondness
For your love which is precious.

CARMEN.


Thursday, January 08, 2009
10:11 PM ; REPLIES
Reply to tag.

Carmen. -JASMINE:
Yes, Im the sweetest girlfriend&so are you! (: Sometime such confession like, "you'r my sweetest gf", can make others feel kinda Envious?! (: Yes no OBJECTIONS from the Adults, is that what you mean? Hmmm. &Mrs Carmen Wong? Sounds so wrong! Haahha! Yes, just stick to your, Mrs *Ahem* la.

Yes, results are out soon! Thankyou! :D &so do I. I've sought out the love letters we've been writing. I read them too, hilarious! :D Seeyya soon!
CARMEN.


3:53 PM ; Bf is the word.
We're moving with time.

Whew. Back from open house&chill out? Whatever it is. This morning, went to meet Jingyi for breakfast at Compass point. I called her when I was there, &she said she was still in bed! Fortunately I didnt have to wait that long, since she lives near. So waited. Then Dvd called&said Sandra will be meeting us at 1100 instead, cos she overslept. &Dvd cabbed down to Compass&met us. We just waited for time to pass, then took a bus down to Tamp. &I didnt know the guys were coming. Only Zichao&Samson though. But yeah, so met Sandra, then waited for the guys. So anyway.

Went to school of Design, &walked around. I wanted to go IT to find Gloria! I cant remember when was the last time we actually met. But yes, I miss our primary school time! :D Anyway, I just couldnt find her school. Happened we were slacking at one of the staircase, &a group of people wearing Blue shirt walked pass us. Dvd&the rest were like, "blue shirt". So I just see if Gloria was one of them, &YES, she was! Called her, &yeah we hugged each other. Ohman! :D Sadly, we couldnt talk much, she was off for lunch&stuffs. Well, we'll meet up one day.

Took a bus back to Tamp. interchange. I went home from there. Planned to go down to CRC, but Jie. Melissa said Ruth got some important stuffs to do. So Dvd, lucky you! Will be companying her to get her hair High-lighted tmr. Meeting her in the afternoon over at Douby Ghout. Shall bring out the PSP, keep myself occupied while waiting&of course we'll have some PERSONAL talks. (: Wohoo, how I love that idea. Craps!

Late night talks.
CARMEN.


Wednesday, January 07, 2009
8:38 PM ; He makes me feel impt, somehow.
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Granting me my wish.

&yes, I'll be going to TPoly open house with Dvd&Sandra tmr. We'll be meeting at 1000 at Tamp. I thought I can sleep later, hahah.:D But its alright, cos I wanna check out some stuffs over there. So yeah. &finally, I heard result will be out on 12Jan, ohman! Im pretty cool about it though. I mean, there's no point for us to worry or whatsoever. (: So yeah! Just that I hate the waiting time. Like now, Im blogging&reading stuffs to occupy/entertain myself! Yeah, because .. Im waiting. Byeeeee.

CARMEN.


2:20 PM ; Waiting ...
Too mess up; too complex.

Halo! Goodness me! This morning about 0530, my mum was making chicken burger for bro. So irritating, the sound of frying&the smell. All I wanted was SLEEP. So went to close my room door&went back to sleep. But woke up every 10mins or so. Anyway, went for piano lesson. On the way, saw some of my ex-schoolmates.

By the time I reached home was lunch time, so Mum cooked. Wanted to scan pictures, somehow the scanner isnt responding. Ohwells, its off day. Supposed to go down to CRC tmr, but Jie.Melissa just msged that there might be a recording tmr. Hmm, shall see. Ohyes, tmr might be going down to TPoly with Sandra&Dvd. Waiting for Dvd to get back to me. Man! When's the result coming out? Keep waiting&waiting. Faster! Two more days to the weekend. (:

&Im looking forward to that 8teen.

Simplicity; &I love it.
CARMEN.


Tuesday, January 06, 2009
5:03 PM ; REPLIES
Reply to tags.

Carmen. -JASMINE:
&so did I. :D We're such a lucky pair of couple, arnt we? Hahah. Hey girlfriend! You'r that faithful to me either. (: Hahhahahaha. &I promise I was going to REwrite the letter. So I wrote it already! Ready for it to be read by the rightful owner.

Yesyes, I'll be there is sang by Michael Jackson. (: Yeah, anyway that Saturday I also didnt attend Evangelism. Hahah, its ok I understand, Ms Busy. Or should it be Ms Spammer? ORororor Mrs *Ahem* :D Yeah, alright seeya on saturday!
CARMEN.


11:06 AM ; Ily.
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Our paths; Our life.

The Obstacles ahead of us.


(: A blessed morning indeed. I'm not sure when I should go down to CRC. &I really wanna go to town. Today is going to be a slow-easy day? I'll just scan pictures&pictures, Hundreds of them. I wont be surprised, it'll come up to be a thousand. Only later in the evening, will be heading down to church for Prayer Meeting. I cant wait for the weekends though! :D Man, I still got Cayson's song not done. Since the start of the holiday. Darn, feel so bad. Sighh, but it isn't a easy task, that's why I've been dragging it.

Last night was a 'OMGoodness' night. Ohwells, we managed to talk it over. Shall see how it goes then. How I appreciate that, Sharing is Important. Anyway.

Jovin smsed me, he's trying to have a primary school gathering. Asked Ms.Lim (we dont know her husband surname though) to come along, but she's giving birth, so yeah. Anyway, it turned out to be a few, &some were from other classes. I dont really know them that well. The only people from my class were, Wilson, Justin, he &me. It's quite amazing, Jovin&I still contact each other, once a while we'll meet up. Since we live quite near. Wilson&the other girls, who were my close friends in pri. school, we still chat on MSN. Yes, we always said we wanna have a gathering but everyone's busy with school&stuffs. It's supposed to be planned on this coming Friday, Seoul Garden. Yet to comfirm, we'll see. (:

Alright, that's about it. Back to some letter writing&scannings!

Our fear&anxiety.
CARMEN.


Monday, January 05, 2009
10:50 AM ; My feelings.
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Confession.

Man! My brother woke up this morning, the lights are all on, kitchen starts to be active, Mum was preparing food for him. I just couldnt sleep, so might as well just lazed around on my bed until the Sun shines. I felt kinda bad for holding that someone up so late! Anyway, I've done all the ironing! Later got to help my dad to scan pictures.

&grandparents going to KL today&back on Thursday! They keep traveling, cos they work hard in their younger days. So they deserve it, I guess. (: &I cant wait for my Two little cousins to come to Singapore in a few months time! Cant wait! I miss my cousins. :D

Yes, was talking to my cousin yesterday in church. &craps, he still wanna play with me! I was telling him, how I think that someone actually heck into his account. On Watch Night, I smsed him if he was coming to church. Then this is what he said..

Nicholas: I can't, I'm in camp, got to protect My Singapore!
(Jas&I saw the msg, we went .. Whatever!)
Me: Oh how sad, you've got to celebrate new year alone.
Nicholas: You send me some chicks over. (&I start to wonder if that's my cousin)
(Jas, Sarah&I went.. WTH)
Me: I'll send you EGGS instead.
Nicholas: Clean virgin eggs, please! (No way, that's my cousin)

&I didnt bother to reply him. Gosh, that's my cousin? I wonder if it was his friend who did that. Cos he's always so serious kind. Then on msn, he asked who am I & kept 'hahahah'.. &so yesterday we kept talking about that, &he said, "Ohyes, I think someone heck into my account&used my phone". ..............

Yeah, Jas&I gave our love letters. The first letter we wrote was back in 2005! &both of us actually still keep it.:D Dont worry Jollyn, I'll give you next week too. (: People, please dont be jealous. If you want, let me know. HAH!

It's what confessing is all about.
CARMEN.


Sunday, January 04, 2009
10:05 PM ; I miss you so.
I cant help but to think.

Back from church&everything. After church went to grandparents' house. Used mum's phone&signed in to Ebuddy. Then Yiyuan msged &asked us to watch him on Channel U. Ohyes, I think it wasnt that bad, but he said he felt live was nicer. But that girl he sang with, was too fierce. Happened Jollyn msged me, &said that girl who sang with Yiyuan is from her school! HA!

Anyway, here's come another week. &I cant wait for the next weekend though. Alright, there isnt much to update about. I've got too many things in mind, but here isnt the right place to pour them out. (: I guess, that's about it. Byeee.

&She whispered.
CARMEN.


11:04 AM ; Sunday.
If only there's a Time Machine.

Alright, it's Sunday. &yes, we go to church. :D Not serving today, so I get to sit up at the Audi. again. Like, after so long? Ohwells, change of view. Think next week, I better make my way to town. &I wanna hang around in BORDERS! I need to save up, since I wanna get the next series of JamesPatterson's books. He'll be coming out Two books, different series though. 8thConfession&another detective one. :D I cant wait. &my grandfather is kinda surprise that I read JamesPatterson's books. &with me Dvd&Norman, they like it too. (:

Anyway, the whole of last night, I've been doing Theory, theory, theory! Ohyes! Someone please remind me I got to photocopy piano scores! I havent get it done for TWO weeks! &when you look out of the window, you see big, hard drops of water falling? You'll know that's Mick, throwing Ice down again, Get a life man!

Rewind.
CARMEN.


Saturday, January 03, 2009
8:23 PM ; I've got to control those feelings.
Why do we like to depend. Depends, depends, depends. 

Anyway, didnt go for Evangelism today. In the afternoon went to buy birthday cake for my Dad. (: &he opened the fridge, then he started to laugh. My brother&I just laughed at the TV? &my mum went .. 

Mum: Why are you laughing? 
Dad: I dont know? Then are you all laughing? 
Me: The show very funny. 

Ohwells. :D 
Tomorrow is Sunday, &there's church! Alright, shall end the post here. (: 
CARMEN.


4:17 PM ; ...
I miss The Classic. Watched it Three years ago. (: Somehow, my disc got lost. 
It's sad&nice. &I like the song, though I dont understand. Pause my music&watch this. :D
It shows the past&present. The story goes like that .. If my memories doesnt fail me. 
In the past, A&B like each other. &A had to go for a war, B gave him a necklace. Somehow, A dropped it, so he went to look for it in the midst of the war. &it was becos of this, he was blind. I cant really remember what happened, but there was one day, both of them met after a long long time. B was very happy to see him, but A told her he's already married. &during their conversation, B then realised he was blind. &started crying without him hearing. -This part is super sad. In the end both went their separate ways. 
In the future, somehow both their children were together. Something like that.  



Didnt go for Evangelism in the end. Got to go & buy cake for dad! 
BLESSED BIRTHDAY, DADDY. :D 
CARMEN.


12:08 PM ; It's saturday.
Sometime you just wonder if its true.

I told a lie, opps! (:


I didnt mean to, but yeah. Hahahha! Only I know. :D Alright, woke up at about 0930. I dragged to wake up. But sleeping is a waste of time. Ohwells! Anyway, seriously I think something is wrong with me. Hmmm.

Youths today, evangelism. I cant remember when was the last evangelism I went. I'll be going down together with my dad as he'll be attending AF. I think my brother isnt going, due to ear infection&whatever.

Alright, update again later. (:

The answers.
CARMEN.


10:37 AM ; Replies.
Replies to tag.

Carmen. -JASMINE:
Yes, things are special for a special friend. At the end of this year, we'll say time pass fast for this year, 2009 too. It's always the case! Hahaha. 11th August 2005! 2005! Woohooo. Ok, I'll go&check my letters here. :D Yes, coolest! If only we've started writing since primary school? Gosh, that'll be super duper cool! (:

Yeah, UNTITLED? How crazy we were for that song! Goodness me! (: Those time was really crazy la. Aiyaaa, dont physco your dad la, go for Evangelism. I'll be there! I'll be there, Just call my name, I'll be there~ :D
CARMEN.


Friday, January 02, 2009
11:01 PM ; REPLIES
Replies to Tags. 

Carmen. -JASMINE:
Hahah, dont you think yr replies are special! (: You scared me when you said the tagboard was white! &I didnt psycho my taggy. &yes when we both meet, with our letters. Gone case, that day will sure be, Laughter day! &I wonder when was the first letter written. I think its gonna be super funny when we read the letter, some embarrassing stuffs too? Hahah. 

Yeah, is not the cycling that helped! The cycling helped, by making us all so tired. Haha, but its ok, it was fun. Yeah, awww so nice. :D Thanks for being at my side for how many donkey years! 
Woooo, DONKEY? Didnt someone asked what was that all about? I heard&tried not to laugh. Yes, Two years back, time pass fast. Well, I hope I really did help. (: Yeahh, way to goooooo. Seven tags! Well done! Ohwait, my friend just told me result out on 12th Jan! I dont know, just wait&see the news for update, I guess. Oh remind me not. Hahha. :D loves. 
CARMEN.


8:28 PM ; At least now i know.
It's as if I've got lots of stuffs I wanna say, but I dont know what to say?
Ok, whatever. Arggh, cant stay online that late for the next few days! Why must our wifi be so special. Need to call all the way to US to help us get it done! The call is free though.

The music, Forever Young, is a true story. Kinda sad, think I wanna watch the show from somewhere, somehow.

Alright, no music lesson tomorrow. (: I better go and get t'cher book photocopied. Woo, &yes theory!

Dad's birthday is tomorrow. :D

CARMEN.


2:15 PM ; :D
What lies ahead of us?

Woke up at 0600, went with parents to send bro. to school, then had breakfast. Was home abt 0800 or so, I went back to sleep, was super tired. Woke up at 1200, still feeling tired! My eyes are still heavy. Alright, Im having problem with my wifi connection! Have been trying for an hour to get my laptop connected. Till now still cant get it solved. Im using the computer instead. This is bad! That means I cant get to use it anytime I wanna use! Arghhh.

&yes, look at my tagboard! He insisted that I need to reply the tags while we were still on MSN. So, LaughOutLoud.

Students, back to school!
Teachers, back to school&teach!
Fathers, continue working?
Mothers, back to nag!
CARMEN, continue slacking. (:

Random. ~

Thinking too much, will only lead to disappointment. So comeon! Stop thinking!
Yes, stopstopstop! :D

We'll all walk through this together.
CARMEN.


Thursday, January 01, 2009
5:47 PM ; relies
Ohman! I tell you, this friend of mine, JASMINE is hilarious. Tags&tags. :D

Carmen. -JASMINE:
FIVE TAGS! Then dont tell me the next one is SIX, SEVEN, EIGHT &so on! I totally agree, tiring! &yes, I feel as if Im still cycling or something. &&&&you dont have to tell where exactly is pain! Haahahhaha, know what i mean? Craps la.

&the letters? Yes read out loud! Think I'll laugh like crazy, &please the only people who can be around to hear is you&me. Others will think we're totally nuts. Yes, jw heard. I guess he's just being jealous that noone writes for him. Hahah.

&once again, thanks for one tag, another tag&another one. :D &thanks, Im better. I guess the outing did help. :D
CARMEN.


3:37 PM ; ...
Let's welcome the New year ahead of us. 
BLESSED NEW YEAR, 2009!

Friends stood by me&gave me the encouragement I needed.

Im really very tired now but refused to sleep. This morning I only slept at 0430&then woke up at 0730. So, that's like only 3hours of sleep! :D Well done!

I've decided to delete the post I posted at 0300 this morning. Ohwells. It doesnt really matter to me. (: So anyway, Watch Night Service was happening? Hmmm. We girls&Jw met earlier for practice. Service started at 2100, had singing, message&Holy communion. Then here came the Second part of WatchNight, it was the testimony time! &my group just went up! Wohoo, the TEENS/YOUTHS. &seriously, I'll start getting very emotional. This is always the case! So yeah. We all shared our testimony&sang a song, which took only 15mins! Each of us actually took 3mins, a good timing though! Anyway, at 0000 we paused the service, &wished everyone a blessed newyear. (: At the end of the whole service, I dont know why, I just couldnt take it, so I quickly ran out. After that, Mum was hungry cos she had not taken her dinner, so did I. But I just wasnt in the mood to eat. We went to Bedok, I just had IceTea to cool me down. If it ever work! Hah, &SarahYap's family went there too! (:

Came home, started pouring out all my thoughts&stuffs at blog. I had a talked with a friend until about 0415 or so. She encouraged me alot. (: Had 3 wonderful hours of sleep. When I woke up, I wasnt sure if I wanna go for the cycling. As once I woke up I headed to the toilet&threw out water? On top of that, I had not get over all my emotions&whatever.

Ohwells, went to Pasir Ris park, waited for everyone then set off. Cycled out on the main road all the way to Changi Village for break. Then headed back through Changi Prison way. &passing LOYANG VALLEY! I miss that place so much! Gosh, all the slopes! Anyway, it was fun.

HAHAHAHAH! School's starting! HOHOHO. Jollyn&I will start going out next week, when they are all back in school! :D We wanna watch Marley&Me. Both of us have already read the book, nice. &yes, jollyn birthday treat, Im so sorry! But yes, we're hanging out soon.
Alright, that's all for now. Having headache!

Leaving everything in the pass; starting the new year right.
CARMEN.


2:57 PM ; replies
Replies to tags.

Carmen. -JASMINE:
Wooo, today Four tags! What an improvement! Ohyes Daniel Wong is my dad! Yeah! Thank God for giving us good voices! It has been awhile sine we sang together! (:
The foldings? I shall start practicing already! Seventeen days! (: Awww, how nice! Same here I keep all of them in a nice box, once awhile take out&read. Really makes me go, LaughOutLoud.
&during cycling just now, Jw heard our conversastion about the letters, I think!

&YES! BLESSED NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO, You're loved.
CARMEN.