&let the moonlight shines.
confession-life.blogspot.com


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Saturday, May 31, 2008
2:02 PM ; Mac
MacBook.
If im not wrong, went to Suntec on Thurs- Epic Centre.
Went to check out the Mac, while Dad was at SimLim.
Different places, and different conver.
LOL.

Argh! It's raining, BBQ at Eastcoast later?

Had to wake up early today, had Piano lesson at 0930. 2 hours long, for the make up lesson.
The distance is really far! Have to changed like 3buses.
Anyway, came home for lunch, Dad cooked.
What a holiday! Having to go back to school for lessons. Hmmm!
Rushed home for tuition yesterday, but in the end dont have.
Cus Nicolas was stuck at work.

Nothing much to post. Maybe after Youths.
Well, just pray that it wont rain. If not, i've no idea what bbq it'll be. (:
Dad will be sending me downn.

Alright, update later.

Thinking real hard.


Wednesday, May 28, 2008
10:31 PM ; ty
Everything went well! (:
I've no idea why this bring so much joy to me though? Hmmm.
Something that I still can hold on to.

Alright, Is not even a holiday! Having to go back to school for 2weeks.
Went back had Prelim Oral, what a surprised.
Went for tuition, MrHogan. Goodness me, he's so crappy.
Tmr, got to be in school for EL at 11am-1230pm? And that's it! Just sit in class to do comprehension, cus MrWhite having oral in the hall. What a fruitful time.

Ohyes! Most likely, i'll be getting MacBook instead.
Dad might be selling the current Laptop. So yeah. (:

Saturday, BBQ at Eastcoast. Hmmm!


Saturday, May 24, 2008
11:52 AM ; hmm
Here i go, unblocking my blog.
Oh gosh! Chinese O level, MONDAY!
Im so dead. Wth!
Past few days, had intensive Chinese lesson. Guess it helps.
Wednesday, went out for lunch at Sakae.





Alright, i dont feel like updating. ;D
All the best to those taking CL O.
You'r the greatest comfort of all. (:


Monday, May 19, 2008
11:53 AM ; vesak dya.
A nice break, for today. (:
Nothing much today yet. Noone woke me up earlier! I've wasted my time sleeping.
Mum and bro went for church activities.
Anyway, talk about yesterday.


Power of intentions.
Came back from my granduncle's 4 story high house. -New house.
It was really nice and big the rooms were wonderfully done up.
Esp. Gabriel’s room.- Black and white.
His LCD screen, act as his laptop screen.
Oh gosh! The toilets! It’s so class, the tap and basin.- Coolest.

Asusual, everytime coming home from their house, I feel so inspired.
Granduncle’s so knowledgeable, like-wise their family, they’r godly people.
Both brother and sister are smart. I’ve no idea where the sister is now.
If im not wrong, she’s studying medicine.
As for Gabriel, he’s still studying in US, I think.
Now he’s back for holiday and he still got one more year to go.
Oh, granduncle told me, he’s one of the board member in Nanyang Poly,
which is so near my school. –Coolest.
He’s really encouraging, one can really learn a lot from him.
As for us student, we must know our goal.
If we do not know what we really WANT to do in future,
then list down what are the things that we DON’T WANT.
In this way, we can narrow down to the things we WANT in life.
Think, im going to work on this.

Life, take it seriously
.
Grandaunt went to visit Little Ashley today at KK hospital.
Things don’t seem to be going well.
A cancer in the tissue muscle,
and it can spread very fast to the other part of the body.
She has to undergo a lot of treatments.
She’s will only turn 4 years old next month or so.
Besides this cancer, she’s having some stomach pain thing,
and they wonder if it’s to do with the cancer.
Granduncle told us, when he went in the ward, all the children hairs are shaved.
All ages are seen, till the age of 12.
I guess, all this happen for a purpose.
This cancer wasn’t part of their genes, doctor are still not sure what’s the cause of it.
Hopefully, thru this, their family will come to know God.
We’ve to pray and put our trust in him.

My trust for friendship has decrease from 50% to 30%.
How much can I really trust on friendship?
Ok, just let me say it here and I’ll forget about it.
Are you waiting for me to strike a conversation first, to tell you how sorry I am?
Im not being childish here.
I think you’r not even aware of this change in friendship.
Hello, by blogging about it here, it might seems that im the Loser, why?
I rather be a loser just for this moment, cus I’ll be a winner after this. LOL.
Back here.
It all started with that "gift".
I just simply don’t understand what are you so unhappy about?
Im not working, for your info.
I just didn’t have the means to come out that amount.
On top of that, I’ve already made your present.
Anyway, this isnt the issue.
The thing is, you see present more valuable than our friendship.
That’s what beats me.
With our many years as friends, it doesn’t really matter if I give you or not right?
Or do you? As for me, I don’t really mind.
Is the quality time of our friendship that really matters to me.
From this incident, I felt that I’ve been a fool,
putting so much of my time and efforts in our friendship.
Now, I’ve really understand the "importance" of friendship.

Things started to cool off.
This is when something on your side happened.
I wanted to show my concern.
Said hi to you, and what, you didn’t even bother to acknowledge.
Oh fine, now it seems that im the one at fault, and that you’r mad at me.
All these sound that as if im so hard up for your friendship.
Nah, I just want to make a point that,
it wasn’t becus of Someone mistakes that im against you or whatever.
The whole thing, just lies with You.
I know everyone is not Perfect- I myself included,
but not to this extend, when you don’t even think of others?

Im sorry, I don’t trust friendship, unless You can show me, somehow.

Church
Went to church today, like any other Sundays.
We were late, so sat at the top last 2 row of auditorium.
I love sitting there now, the feeling is amazing, cus you’r able to see everyone singing.
And it makes me feel so charged up.
Sitting up there, made me realized a lot of things.
Such as the Care Ministry brethens, it’s amazing how God had changed their life,
they’r now not one of those, walking on the streets popping drugs and stuffs.
Some youths, I see out there sitting, I wished Im able to fellowship with them,
just to make them feel comfortable.
But at times, we’ll get so carry away with other fellowships around.
Stayed on for BibleStudy, then headed to granduncle’s house.

Thanks for your wave and smile. It comforts me a lot.;D


Saturday, May 17, 2008
11:27 AM ; hmm
Hello.

Is better than expected.
All the unlimited conditions.

Yesterday in school, continued with Life Seminar.
Talks on- Women in Mirror and Men in Mirror, SAJC talk.
During assembly, DJs from Power98 and 883 (chinese) came, talked about the life of DJs.
We were on Air too. One of the DJ called over to the studio, and put us on Air. -We just screamed.
Pleased to announce, there wasnt Chinese Struct. class.
POA stuct. was then push forward. After which, went to AMK with Shina and Wenya joined us for lunch over at Pepper Lunch. Went with Shina, got a Schedule book and bought, Durian Pancake home.

Alright, Youths later. Shall i? Hmmm. Shall seeeee.

How exciting our life can be.

Somehow, i just love this song. ;D



Thursday, May 15, 2008
5:47 PM ; woo
Ohwell, havent been updating for the past few days.- Hectic school life!
Right, back from the combine rehearsal.
All the performaing art grp met together, did the finale first.
It turns out quite well though. Pleased with our efforts! (:
For the first time, we've got status! Ah haha!

There wasnt lessons today, as we had Life Seminar the whole day!
We were split into different courses, knowing more about each course and stuffs.
After school ended, Dvd, Anna and i had to stay back for the rehearsal.
Glad it didnt take so long!
We left first, leaving them behind to continue with their own practices.

Like-wise for tmr, there will be no lessons due to the L.S.
But sadly, there's POA struct. class! Sharks!

Last night, mum was on phone with Grand Aunty Alice.
Heard from her that, Little Ashley is down with ear cancer!
They've no idea how far/fast have/had the cancer spread.
Doctors are enable to do any operation on her, as she's still young.
She's just been discharge from ICU today.
Hope Little Ashley will have the strength to fight with this cancer.
I guess, we only can pray for her.

At times, im just so confused and influnced by your actions.
Dont you have your own identity? Please, tell me Who you really are?
I'll really appreciate that.
Goodness me! Yeah, how good uh!

The Point of No Return/.


Friday, May 09, 2008
10:36 PM ; PulaUbin
Trip to PulaUbin was great, i guess.
Hmmmm! ;D

Talk about school first.
Everything asusual, cus school revolves around us, sad to say.
Fortunately, i wasnt late for school today.
School was quiet, only Sec4 & 5.
Assembly period, had Chinese Struct. class instead.

PulaUbin trip, only our class 5A and some guys from 5B went.
Once, class ended, left our bags in Teachers' room and straight away, hopped on to the bus.
Gosh! The bus was super warm lah! Errr!

On the way to Changi Village, MrLau kept talking and talking about field trip and stuffs.
He sang his favourite song, "Planting Rice Is Never Fun . . "- We enjoyed!
We had lunch over at ChangiVillage- Nasi Lemak, which the guys had.
Girls, over at Subway, eat fresh! What a lunch, we had to rush!
We all met at 1400 at meeting point, then walked over to the jetty.

This is where our Journey begins.

On the way . . .


Welcome!
We were then separated into 3vans, brining us to Chek Jawa.

The girls, having the best, Mercedes Van! Cool air con. Unlike the guys, having to squeeze themselves in the hot and stuffy vans!

Walked along the broadwalk. High-Tide. Mudskippers. Quarry.- What a wonderful sight. Rubber Tree.

There was this, tall tower? It was really tiring going up.


View up there was nice.




I guess, we did enjoy ourselves out there. There wasnt much we could see, as it was HighTide. But it was still alright, it just means that the Worksheet MrLau will be giving us, he cant expect good quality answers. (:


After all the walkings, headed back to the jetty. MrLau bought all of us drinks.


Took the boat back to Changi, and take the bus back to school.

LiLing and I. (:

Taken by Shanni, it was great! (:

And asusual, guys were up to their nonsense. Look what happened.

Yy, no father's day uh? Hahaa!

Shina's creative art.- Cool uh?


S.C.S (:


At the end of the day, we had a group photo taken.

More will be uploaded to end this post well.



Thursday, May 08, 2008
5:39 PM ; sick
ERR!
This whole week, was . . . . Horrible!
Im Sick!
Monday, didnt go to school went to PolyClinic.
Tuesday, went to SGH for my hand appoinment. - PHD; Permanent Hand Damage.
Wednesday, went back to school after 2days of MC.
In school, wasnt feeling that well alr. But still manage to survive. Did not go for tuition.
In the night, went to see a doctor again. The Poly medicine just didnt work.
Doctor gave me an MC for today. So didnt go to school today.
3days of MC, this's not going to work for me!
MsCheong will be so unhappy with me, for missing her 2 RAT tests!
Ohwells.
Tmr, i'll be going to school. I just miss too many days!
After school, Pula Ubin. I dont feel like going though.
Hope i'll be able to survive at the end of the day. Hmmm!
Alright, got tuition later.
Jason, thank you lah. ;D


Sunday, May 04, 2008
8:34 PM ; sad.
Church asusual.

But Im sick! Wont be going to school tmr, going to see a doctor.
Today, served in Filipino Service and main service. Played for the choir too.
There wasnt BibleStudy today, as there's FEBC graduation service at the evening.
So most people had to rush there.
Came home straight.

Yesterday, during Youths i was already sick. Err.
I guess there’s nothing much.

And i thank God for those brothers and sisters who had showed their care and concern for me.
Of course, not forgetting, Jason.- That loser!
There’s a purpose for everything.


Friday, May 02, 2008
3:46 PM ; ohmn
Can You Feel the Love Tonight?
That's what Timothy is playing now.

Ohman! He is now at my house. Think he's going somewhere, so pass his time here?
Wth, he plays so nice, and he even memorised the scores . . like, JayChou!
What's this? This is what you call, Talent?
He dont even know the basic, he just simply learn from his friend.

Anw, today no struct. class for Chinese and POA. Whooo!
Though chinese struct. class was brought forward to assembly, but still, we need not stay back!
Went to AMK with Shina, Jingyi, Elena and Wendy. but for awhile only, then left. Jingyi and i went to CompassPoint for lunch at PizzaHut.
Bought milo for Timothy and bro.

alright! got to finish my Theory, piano lesson tmr!
Have to go down to church early, helping out in choir. Hmmm!
That's about it! (:












A Japanese band, if im not wrong.
I think their songs are nice, cute, just like them.
But abit gay, i think.


Thursday, May 01, 2008
4:41 PM ; iron man.
Iron-man.


Yesterday, school asusual.
Didnt stay for Science Pratical, so left school.

The day before, i've already made planned to watch a show with Nm.
Then during school ytd, decided to watch Iron-man. Shina wasnt sure if she's joining us.
But in the end she did.

But anw after school ytd, went home lighten my bag and left. Met Jason, needed to pass him some stuffs. Then we cabbed down to Bishan, he went his own way, and so did i.
Met Nm. Went to buy tickets first.
IronMan? it sounds . . more for boys type?
Actually didnt feel like watching Iron-man.
But since he insisted that it was nice, so yeah.
Truely, it was enjoyable. (: Great.
After that, walked around while waiting for Shina.
Went to KFC, Nm went to buy some snacks, while i did my POA.
The show started about 1745. It lasted for about 2hours! By the time we left was 2000.
Supposed to go for dinner, but mum wants me back. So yeah, we all went our separate way.


Labour day? No labour-ing. - A day for tuition.
HMM!

What a blast.