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Thursday, May 31, 2007
4:45 PM ; i guess i do.
tmr is finally coming. hmm.
just printed the holiday homework. hmm. waste ink, waste paper and waste time!
last night, watched finish jiayou jin soon. 100over episodes! ending was nice!
hmm.

comeon, be practical!
im doubting about it.

hey, i like your style.


Wednesday, May 30, 2007
11:56 AM ; (:
(:
yesterday prayer meeting, got a seat for jas, in the end she didnt come, but her mum. her mum was saying, jas wanted me to help get a seat for her mum. haha. during prayer time, we all went round numbering ourself. my group was 7. hmm. after prayer meeting, we took a cab home. bro had to go school as per normal. hmm.
and what, my mum made me wear the handguard. and i dont like to.
oh, and the music that i composed, there's lyrics to it already! thanks to jiejie melissa.

on one hand, im happy. on the other, i felt bad that i didnt response to him. sharks! i made a mistake! i didnt know why i didnt! SHARKS!
ohman, something just happened, while i was posting!(:
hahaha.
anw, i dont think so.


Tuesday, May 29, 2007
12:38 PM ; ohwells.
let's talk about sunday!
went to church, was super early, and unexpected(:
sarah and i kind of booked the whole row of seats, but sadly someone sat right in the centre. hmm. so in the end we took another row. hmm.
we had to leave the place by 1600 as there were some other people using the audi. once, service ended, we went down to the stage, and talked and stuffs. deciding when we're free and where to go. hmm.
while, others were busy packing the stuffs.
i think we both saw.(:
anw, yesterday went to the hospital, got back the nerves test result, it showed nothing, which is good. but still dont know what's the cause of it. then went for X-ray, it showed nothing again. the doctor then told me, it got to do with the tender nerves or something. and said, if it still doesnt cure or something, then will have to have injection, which will hurt! and they dont really advice us to. and even if after that inject, it still doesnt, then they'll have to do a operation my wrist, to shift the nerves and stuffs! hmm. ohwells, just wait and see.
after that, went home then went to meet vanessa at J8 for subway.
then went over to school, she went with me to see mr white. haha. i had to go, so couldnt company her, but her dad came after i left, so i dont have to feel guilty. and what! yesterday, watching jiayou jinsoon halfway, my VCD player spoiled! and it was the exciting part! anw, with us, we had a discman, which can play VCDs too.
today, stayed home did some school work. later i've got tuition. tonight, we'll be going for prayer meeting. hmm.
ok, friday i guess comfirm will be going out with jas and jollyn.
next week, then will go out with the others. yeah!
well, i'll see tonight(:


Sunday, May 27, 2007
10:21 AM ; sunday.
ohwell, cant wait for church later. got to go there by ourselves today, cus dad's this morning went to malaysia. hmm.
mum said, she meeting her prayer partners before church, so got to be there at 1400.
dont think, my family will be going for evangelism. hmm. think we'll be going to simei get the last box of jiayou jinsoon from mum's friend.
yeah, i cant wait for next week to go out with jas. will be going to club.
how should i spend my holidays? hmm.
anw, tmr got to go to the hospital get my nerves result. after that got to go to school, get back my report book. then most likely going for lunch with vanessa then meet sally.
hmm.
what have the world got into? CORRUPTED!


Saturday, May 26, 2007
4:13 PM ; lesson.
as i was reading the RPGteens. is like everything come in hand in hand.

- often, things that occur do not appear to be loogical to our eyes, but god is in full contol and is able to fulfill his promise to the last detail.
is like totally true. and it really makes me ponder.

hmm. that's life!


Friday, May 25, 2007
11:03 AM ; it've been read.
it've been read and it've been found. so i dont really care.
you've got your point, i've got my point. so whatever!


Wednesday, May 23, 2007
10:41 AM ; argh.
yesterday, school asusual. watched movie, saw2. it was super disgusting and horror.
yeah, later i've still got to go for the master course in music. hmm.

things happened on sunday and monday. that's the reason why i wanted to show my face yesterday! alright, it was total, nuts!
what evidence do they have? gosh! must they always see as, US! just because we're always together?

is there camera or something around us? report about us? it sounds as if we committed a crime. from? i've got someone in my mind. but how can it be. we just felt it weird. we cant mention anything at all already, if not we'll be dead! anw, we'll try our best to extend our fellowship, but it takes TIME!
is like, there's spys! is so interesting and weird. ohwells.

went for prayer meeting yesterday.
it was unbelievable! what a surprise! ;D
but then, i know is impossible.

im the victim of your smile/


Sunday, May 20, 2007
7:32 PM ; its sunday! i love it.
its sunday, and i love it! it had been a blessing. today was really something.

from today onwards, service will be held in the afternoon. and is held at the auditorim. service started at 1430, bible study was at 1715 and it ended at around 1800.
it was kind of a memory to us, as we used that premises for our church activities before. and now, we're back there again.
jas and i really miss the toilet there! haha.
this morning, i felt a dragged. im not used to staying at home in the morning.
anw, i watched jiayou jin soon. my mum's friend lend us the VCDs, she bought it at around $70+. there's lots of episodes. i think 60 over. after watching 1 disc, had to get ready for church.
dad had to attend usher meeting. so had to be at church at 1330.

jas companied me for chinese service as i have to serve. chinese was held at 2nd floor, and english was at 5th, where the audi was. we were super tired during the sermon. opps!
after chinese service, we went up to join the english. we went in, and we were wondering why some of them turned and looked at us, and we were realize we were blocking the projector. super embarrassing! went in not long, english ended. we gathered in our group again. so jas, jollyn, norman, juowi and i talked. both the guys were funny, one super happy, the other.. i guess is good that he was back to himself again. norman kept saying poly's life was great. yeah, i guess for the wrong reason. haha! we catched up with one another. time really flies! after that we went in to the audi, and continued talking with xiangyong and cornelius joining us. ohya! and we've decided where should all the youths/teens sit. it was really fun, even just sitting down to talk.

i just felt today the atmosphere was different, it was something like.. everyone having fun like as if we havent been talking for so long? hmm. i dont know how to put it in words. but it's kinda true, like after so long, having to gather and talk in this group. something different though. haha.
during bible study, it was kind of funny, we were like saying about white donkey, when he went to help pastor. jas and i were like, he's so extra. and jw said, he was just being initiative, and proud to have a friend like him? oh, right! hahahaha! and jas was really funny too. she said, xiangyong look like his sister. all of us looked at jas, and jw was like, "oh then, cornelius look like you?" haha. cornelius looked at us, saying that their skin colour are different. haha. all of us were crapping away.
we thought of having dinner together, but jas' family were not eating there. and neither my family. haha. so yeah. i wanted to go to the washroom, so jas went with me, jollyn followed us and dont know why jas and i started running? and we were saying about how we miss the toilet? haha.

i guess, in closing. i'll just conclude that today was more of like, memories. so that makes it something significant.
today i was looking forward for something else, but it wasnt fulfilled.
but its ok, as today it had been a blessed day. it'll be kind of double joy, if the other was being fulfilled?

growing up in gethsemane for more than 10years, had been a great blessing in my life. i really thank god for that:)


Friday, May 18, 2007
6:28 PM ; its oever.
ohwells. things have been settled. i hope this would be the last having all this conflicts. let's together make this friendship an enjoyable one.

anw, tmr asusual. piano lesson, and youths after that. hmm. it'll be our last time at MPH. so yeah. any celebration? hahaha.
alright, my stupid brother chasing me to log off from my account. so here's for you, stupid brother;D


Monday, May 14, 2007
5:04 PM ;
ohwells, today went to school around 1115. went for nerve test, it was such an experience! haha. all those wires, which used in science lab, where you connect the blubs and stuffs? those were on my hand, and 400-500volts pass through me! haha. but, i kind of felt abit dizzy after that. on the 28may i've to go back to the hospital for the result. hmm.

ohwells, i admit it was my fault. hmm.


alright, seriously i think you should just go and get marry! agree to it! not bad, you dont even need to study! haha. everything had been planned for you! and what! you can even get a private teacher! really lucky! not everyone is like you, you know? is like, your life have been planned!
and one more thing, i dont think i would want to go out with you guys, with your bodyguards around? abit weird. YOU ARE LUCKY!


Sunday, May 13, 2007
5:02 PM ; (:
i just read some of my past post, haha. kind of interesting. haha.
i read one of my post, thinking about it, is really funny and interesting. and sometime, i'll still post about it. haha.

i dont know why, i have that weird happiness? craps!
hahahahahhahahahahhaahahahahaha.
is just so impossible!


4:52 PM ; stupid blog
seriously, i dont know what happen to my dashboard. hmm.
ohwells, church asusual. but somehow, things were abit different today.
we all felt something. haha. things are changing, either for the best or worse?

tmr, think i'll be going school late, though actually i need not go to schoool, but hope to get result. appointment is at 0945. wonder how long it'll take, if it takes really long, i might not want to go? haha. will see. that's all i guess. hmm.
i dont know what's wrong with the post! the text colour cant be change, that's why, my recent posts were in black in colour! whatever!

im the victim of your smile/
i still think is impossible?


Friday, May 11, 2007
7:14 PM ;
i really did enjoy myself today, hanging out with jas and jollyn.
seriously, i dont know what we could talk about? after 10 over years! haha. but we'll always have things to talk. hmm. btw, i just remembered, monday im not going to school, have to go for nerve test. ohwells.


what we want, not always have to be ours.
things doesnt come into place, like we want it to be!
this world is just so corrupted!
i dont understand.
i feel so helpless. even then, what can you do?
i am who i am, you are who you are. - serparate world/


Thursday, May 10, 2007
5:12 PM ;
ohyeah, EXAMS is over! today had maths paper2. i guess it was quite ok.
though i already had some mistakes. hmmm. anw, after paper, went with vanessa and anna to bugis. we walked and walked. shop and shop.
hey! and amazing, i bought a chinese story book! hopefully i'll be able to complete it and understand. haha.
and finally after much searching, we bought our bags!
so yeah. left bugis about 1530, i think. took a train to simei and then took a bus9 home!


tmr is IT day. got to finish my work before 1400. cus i'll be meeting jollyn and jas for lunch and will be back home around evening time.
jollyn and i finished our exams, but jas haven't so she'll be studying. hmm.
ohya! yesterday went to get my music result! hahhahahaha. i passed, overall! but i'll fail if they include common test! they will be sending the papers to my school soon. well.
and i think there's some wrong with my post. dont know why cant change the colour and position and stuffs! argh!

i've make up my mind!


Sunday, May 06, 2007
3:45 PM ;
its SUNDAY;Di had a hard time waking up this morning, last night i slept around 2400!this morning was super tired. was supposed to go for chinese service, cus jas was serving. but i reached church at around 0910, so thought of going up to english service first. when i was there, i saw the bulletin, and jollyn was the pianist,so i called her and told her. she had no clue about it. in the end, i stayed for english service, hmm. i was kind of restless through out the message. anw, after service, asusual gathered in our group and started crapping. jollyn had to go for filippino fellowship. jas nad i stayed for bible study, it ended around 1315. mum wasnt feeling well, so bought home food to eat. ohya, and next two sundays onwards, church servicewill be held at 1400 instead. will end around 1730, jas and i were saying, we could have dinner together. hmm. argh! later go to study, and tmr need not go to school. so yeah. cant wait for exams to end! maybe next thurs going out with jas they all! ;D
ohyes, TIMOTHY looks so alike like KENSHO! somehow both jas and i thinkand think, but we still dont get it. there doesnt seems to be a link between them. timothy is half korean,kensho is half jap. obviously there isnt any link, but is so weird! they look so alike! ohwells.

im the victim of your smile(:


Friday, May 04, 2007
1:43 PM ; EXAMS!
EXAMS and EXAMS! left with 3more days to go. which is, tuesday, wednesday and thursday last paper! cant wait, cus i want to go out!
ohwells, today can kind of slack abit. this coming monday need not go to school, there isnt any paper on that day. good, can at least have more time to study for the next few papers. hmm.
past few days had been struggling with exams, especially in my music exams! argh. ohwells.
oh on the way home, somewhere near my house, there's accident. think it'll be on channel news asia. saw some reporters and cameraman. i think the indian worker died, they were cutting the trees, and i think he fell off from that.. thing, dont know what is it called. it was quite a height from the ground. shall watch from news and see if what i concluded, was right! hmm.
tmr, piano class asusual. think i most likely will be going for youths. think better go already, havent been going lately. hmm. but hope that there will be poeple! as in, PEOPLE! yeah.
all the best to everyone in their exams, even driving test too!
argh! leon today taking driving test! one day i will too.;D
haha. alright, that's all i guess.
it had been years, since it's gone/