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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
4:55 PM ;
IT'S OVER/


Sunday, September 23, 2007
9:09 PM ; church
CHURCH (: ON!
alright, back from church.
today was serving as pianist. Hmm!
asusual had choir practice before service,
then when service ended had to stay for ACM meeting.
something to do with church RE-election of Elders and Decons.
quite interesting though.
after church, went to foodcourt for dinner, to popular and then to NTUC.
next whole week will be at home. Hmm.

studying and studying.
not forgetting, wishing all who are taking Ns, All the BEST! (:
anyway, Friday had graduation service.
was enjoyable, i guess.
what really amazed me, was my whole class, went for to Swensen for lunch. it was really unexpected, as i personally felt that my class wasnt that united. and asusual, we sat in like,"boys' group and girls' group".
but it doesnt really matter, cus my class was steady enough to have a meal together. really, for the FIRST time!
HMMMM!
that's all about it, for school's stuffs.

*self-help, with God's help is the BEST help!


you are really something/


Thursday, September 20, 2007
6:08 PM ; piano exam
hey!
didnt go to school today, cus of piano exam.
this morning, went for extra lesson again.
exam was in the afternoon, 1556. odd timing though.
practiced until my hand hurts!


enough of those exam pieces!
finally done with it!
i dont know! i just hope i can pass.
my first two pieces was better than the last one!
but there's mistakes lah.

aural wasnt that fantastic either, the last question that the examiner asked me, i said was in the Romantic Period. he asked me why i choosed that and named a composer. i said, Chopin which was correct. but i didnt know how to tell him why i said was Romantic. i know it was something to do with the accompaniment of the left hand. i thought for quite awhile.
He looked at me and smiled, said "its ok, you've done well."
was it true? or just to comfort me?
i dont know! just hope i'll pass!

yesterday, after music course, went home.
saw Kensho and another guy.
thinking about the past, miss those time we played together with his other group people.remembered we even talked. coolest! i'll miss LV.
ohwells, it just have to end.

alright, later i've got tuition with Nicholas.
Mathsmathsmaths.
tmr last day of school? hmm. can say that.
Gradutaion service!
hmm, and my class not confirm going out. haiz.
ok, got to go.

a place for you/


Sunday, September 16, 2007
6:11 PM ; sheesh.
HEY YA! you're on too? Hmm.
at this hour?
Ohman! i shouldnt again.
just hope there's a reply.

back from church, didnt stay for Bible Study. cus i had a bad migraine.
was supposed to play for English Service, but this morning told Chole to take over me, cus of my migraine.
this time migraine was bad, felt like throwing out and kind of weak too.
anyway during message, was very sleepy, cus ate two pain killers. hmm.
back to school tmr. should we rejoice over it?
Ns is NEARER!
but it'll be over very fast too.

just 15more mins, and that's it.
it was really something, but why the "advoiding"/


Saturday, September 15, 2007
9:20 AM ; yeah.
Hmm!
so what's going to happen today?
dont think im going for youths, will be studying.
last night after tuition, had a terrible migraine.
anyway, tuition has been reduced to once a week, cus now i've got nothing to ask either. and think he's also busy with school. woot!

later will be going for piano class.
sharks! im feeling so sick now.
tmr, will be serving in English service. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
parents out of house already. went for some appoinment.
yesterday was looking around friendster, looked at some of my neighbours profile. they're cool bunch of people, all come from different background, and they're all mixed. there's Japanese, Thai, Australian and etc. how sad, we used to talk and play, but now my group and i seldom go down and some already shifted house. wth.
next is my turn! i wont forget LV.
alright, have to study my piano aural. as in the way to answer the examiner. hmm.
Yeah.
ohya! next week last week in school. Friday will be graduation service.
then stay home and study. ohman! this is way to fast!

if i go or not? what difference does it make?
i'll just hold on to it./


Thursday, September 13, 2007
8:46 PM ; haiz.
HELLLO.
i heard that today, my class only 12 people attended school.
3girls and 9boys. and Mr White was pissed.
think if tmr go back to school, will be bad.
Hmmm.
i dont think im going to school? i dont know.
cus tmr piano lesson is at 1400. also cant rush there in time, unless i cab down but mum wont allow.
actually staying at home, also not bad. i think if today i went to school, my body is there, but i'll be like not focusing on what im doing.
although at home, i dont study like for hours straight through. but like the few hours spent is fruitful.

last night was doing POA work until 0200. i couldnt sleep, and that was the only thing that could keep me occupied with. Hmmm.
this morning, woke up at 0800. Mr White msged me, asking "where u? Explain yourself."
i replied, "im at home studying, and parents are aware."
i wont be surprised receiving his msg, cus is like MASS ABSENTEES?
Ohwells.
anyway, for lunch my family went to Ikea then over to Giant.
what a joke, was msging Melvin and both of us refused to say where we were, then saw he and Chan together over at Giant. they're like cash rich!
back home by 1400, went to study. almost fell asleep, slept for 2hours, i think? cancelled piano class. so will be going down tmr.
DIE LAH! next Thursday is piano exam!
MUST DO WELL! doubt i'll be going school on that day either. who on earth will have the mood.

what's life all about?/


Wednesday, September 12, 2007
5:19 PM ; life is just great?
is life as great as what we think?

anyway, after school went to LJS with Jingyi.
on the way back home, told my mum that i didnt want science tuition later. see him, make me feel sick.
who the hell he think he is! i rather study on my own.

alright, tmr im finally not going to schoool.
Tuesday thought of not going, but in the end went,
today, also thought of not going, but in the end went.
actually staying home and study is better. but that have to depend on one, if they have the discipline to. Hmm.
irritating, my brother wont be going to school either.
'N' level is in about 2weeks time. Arghh!

i've been thinking about it, ever since that day?
but it seems that things have changed.
why is it so?
Or are we just hidding?/


Tuesday, September 11, 2007
5:26 PM ; lol.
It's Nothing but Grace

Nothing can be added, nothing to subtract,
Grace has nothing to do with us
And this is just a fact.

It's nothing that you bought,
And nothing that is taught.
It's nothing that you can lend,
And nothing that you can spend.

It's nothing that grows old,
It is nothing that you hold.
It is there when you feel it,
It is there when you don't,


It is there when you accept it
And there when you won't.
It is nothing that you can earn,
And nothing that you learn.

It is nothing that you choose,
And nothing that you can loose.
It is there in the morning,
It is there late at night,
It is there when you are on top of the world
Or in your greatest fight.

It's nothing about the clothes we wear
Or the things that we do without,
It has nothing to do with our appearance,
That's not what grace is all about.

Grace can be summed up as great riches
At Christ's expense,
And to the human part of his people,
It just doesn't seem to make sense.

Unmerited favor full of riches and beauty untold,
And we may never understand it until
We get to heaven and walk on streets of gold.

It is nothing that you bring with you,
When you kneel at the cross and pray,
But once you accept the Lord Jesus Christ,
Grace will never go away.


Sunday, September 09, 2007
8:50 PM ; life.
is just Sunday. (:
i dont know, so what do you think?

things have change.
i guess, will just wait and see how it goes.
but, for how long?

that's all i want to know/


Saturday, September 08, 2007
5:32 PM ; taste sweet love.


Thursday, September 06, 2007
8:26 PM ; ratatouiile
ohyeah. was out the whole day.
in the morning, went to church office.
recorded some songs, very fun.
about 1200, left to meet Jas and Norman at TMall.

Jas and i were early, we went to NTUC first to get some stuffs. Tibits and drinks, while waiting for Norman.
then we to Golden Village, it was so packed man!
i saw two of my neighbours? whoever they are.
we watched Ratatouiile. but before watching, we went to Soul Garden to eat.
Jas and i paid 10bucks each, Norman paid the rest. we sat there for 2hours.
our show started at 1625, if im not wrong.
the show was funny. quite nice. Jas seems to be dropping things in there. hahaha.
after show, went back home.

alright, tmr another day of . . . i dont know. hmm.
brother is going down to church office for recording. Hmm.
Saturday, youths is at Calvary Pandan Church, all the way at Jurong East. is a combine youths meeting. so far. shall seee.
today was really fun, enjoyed. maybe because i finally get to go out, as in the whole day out.

who shall i tell?
i guess it would never happen/


Wednesday, September 05, 2007
6:30 PM ; sharks.
HELLOO!
you're on, so am i (:
today english paper!
i guess it wasnt that bad. but paper2 was kind of . . .
ohwells, it's over. i just hope to pass it. i wouldnt want to think of the outcome if i didnt.
ohyeah, i cancelled tonight's tuition with Andy. ARGHH!
he's irritating.

after paper, went to causeway point had lunch at pizza hut with Shina, Shanni, Jingyi and LiLing. then Kokfai and Jagger were there eating too.
we then later went to walk around. we went to the Creative Art thing, whatever is called. did a keychain, 'C' 'M'. Shina helped me with the design. very nice.
we all bought some stuffs to do there. It was kind of interesting though.
memories of our childhood time. when i showed my mum the keychain, i regretted. now im highly suspected of having a boyfriend. whatever. hahaha.
took bus39 home from Yishun.

tmr, will be going down to the church office to help in recording some children choir stuffs. after that, will be meeting Jas, Jollyn and Norman at TMall.
wth. Juowi backing out. always like that, expected.
we're now deciding where to eat for lunch. hmm. and what to watch?

what now? should i just be honest with myself?
you'll be gone soon, but i choose not to believe./


Sunday, September 02, 2007
6:31 PM ; life.
church was fun (:
GREAT!
arghhh! tmr 'N' start! Chinese paper, then Social Studies and English!
maybe Thursday going out with Kakis.
alright going to study!
ohyeah, last night studied until 0300. it was peaceful and fun. hope some stuffs went in. hahaha!
ALL THE BEST, PEOPLE!

why are we hidding/


Saturday, September 01, 2007
2:16 PM ; life was?
HEY YOU!
you're on and so am i (:

alright, yesterday celebrated Teacher's Day.
there were only less than 20 of us in class. there was a time given to us to party with our teachers, but sadly my class didnt have any stuffs to party.
we just stayed in Mr Lai's homeroom, just like any other free period. hmm.
ohyeah, and passed the hamster to Anna, she couldnt believe we gave her that.
she really was surprised! im glad she likes it, she bettter! hahaha.

had tuition with Nicolas until about 2245.
HEY! he even got a teacher's day present lah.
is a cup that can play Tic-Tat-Toe? whatever.

ohyeah this reminded me of tuition on wednesday with Andy.
it was sickening! i can sense that both of us were PISSED OFF with one another.
alright, yeah he might be pissed off with me, cus im dumb. and im in NA?
it just sounded like he's looking down on NA.
and it wasnt like, i was using your time to msg my friend? he's so naggy.
he even said, "your attendence in school is irregular?". wth!
he always think he's right, just because his is smarter?
excatly, cus im dumb that's why i need tuition, and is your duty to teach and explain until your students get it! isnt it? WHATEVER!

anyway, later i wont be going for youths.
Monday's N level Chinese paper already. SO FAST!
Tuesday is Social Studies, and Wednesday is English.
yesterday studied until 0145? with the company of Melvin.
hopefully somethings got in. hmmm.
tmr will be serving in Chinese Service.
besides preparing for Ns, i've still got my piano exam.
is the FINAL GREADE! is on 20th Sep. im just worried, cus of my hand.
OhWells.


how long will this feeling last/