yeah, daniel is coming back from aust soon! i miss you!
let's hang out again, like we always do!
EXPRESSO! wohoooooo!
now im really confused, i thought that feeling was gone,
but now is back again.
i actually had full confidence that the feeling was gone, BUT .... maybe because it was the holidays.
back again to those time?
when nothing is being done, and you continue to tempt me with your being.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
1:53 PM ; (:
loads to update about. anw, just came back from the appoinment.
first day of school? nothing much, i gueees..
on tuesday, had lessons in the morning, after that whole school was out for movie, "Freedom Writer". it was really touching, enjoyable though. we went out batch by batch to take a train down. yeah, and things happened which i didnt expect either. wohoooooo!
Wednesday, school asusual, after school took a cab and went for music course. thought there were master class, but is next week instead. we learned about Indain Classical Instruments! then we hear all those music intruments, i know i wont like it! MrLeong kept joking about it. ohwells. class ended early, so went home. had tuition, and what! is like first time in my life? i dont know. within 2hours, we covered 6chapters! gosh, that was an acheivement though. hahaa.
Thursday, went school for like 2hours? after that went for appointment. alright, got to go! friday tmr! that's fast!
Sunday, June 24, 2007
9:21 PM ; i think, i really like(:
HEY! unexpected!
honestly speaking, today i wasnt really looking foward in going to church.
as in my mood wasnt the usual one. hmm.
but somehow, as i said, unexpected.
things changed, mood changed(:
i just felt, as if is a present, like a special and happy moment to celebrate, since is the LAST day of the holiday.
going to church earlier, mum havent prayer section. this time, i hope im early enough to get that whole area of seats!
today is the official, last day of holiday!
anw, i felt things had changed ever since THAT day. hmm.
you're busy, so i guess there's an excuse. ohwells.
life goes on(:
micho, you're funny man!
not forgetting..
you're awesome, i love you, baby!
Thursday, June 21, 2007
11:59 PM ; what a response.
alright, on again? hmm, i kind of regretted, but finally did replied. but seriously, thinking back, i regret it lah! the response was so, whatever.
at this hour, don’t you have work the next day? was i really, Just Asking/
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
1:20 PM ; GROUP 2
amazing, but i missed it!
group2(: i dont know how to face.
gosh! it was really so dump! hahhahahahha.
i cant believe it!
partly that's the reason, that's why i left.
yesterday had to wake up around 0730. had piano lesson at 0830.
anw, i was late so took a cab down.
after piano lesson, went back home and after lunch went down to CRC for recordings again.
finally, recorded all, as in the booklet that i was given.
hmm. was up at the studio from 1445-1800. excatly!
went with sharon to church, jiejie melissa went home first.
anw, last night prayer meeting(:
there wasnt much people. dont know why.
like pastor not around, then everyone also not around? haha.
i sat with sharon, mum didnt come, she was still sick.
after message, i left, cus i had migraine. so didnt join the prayer.
went to simei, dad picked me up.
Hey, and i know why already(:
YES!
on one hand, i was excited about it,
but on the other, i didnt know how to face/
Monday, June 18, 2007
11:20 AM ; thinking too much?
morning! hey, last night i was online till about 2330. i observed something, and was real cool. once again, thanks for accompanying me(: gosh! it was really cool. i dont think i was thinking too much, i think isit! but somehow, impossible lah! WHATEVER!
anyway, last night was a total horror! my whole family hardly get any sleep, cus of my brother. yesterday my bro was sick, he had fever till midnight. i kept waking up, couldnt sleep, on top of that i was having migraine, felt warm and sick too. my mum was also sicked, and bro fever got so high until like, it started to "control" his brain? he had a real bad dream, i think. he was like unconcious for about 30mins? he kept crying and keep telling us.. "nonono, cannot.." it seems to be a real bad one. when i said hello to him, he looked at me like, im a stranger? i every minute seems to be waking up. and i myself got messup too. i remembered last night i told my mum something, like i wanted to shower. and my mum this morning, laugh and told me, she said i told her.. " i went to shower, that's why im wasnt feeling warm already." and last night she even asked, "when did i?" but i didnt response. haha. thinking back, i remembered i said something like that, but not excatly. my dad said, he couldnt sleep at all. anw, my bro went to see the doctor, doctor have to observe him for next 4days. cus is doesnt seems to be a normal fever and stuffs. hmm. ohwells.
didnt go for piano lesson, was tired. still having migraine. changed to tmr 0830, super early. and will be out for the whole day? and after piano will be going down to CRC for recordings, mum said she wont be going for prayer meeting? how?! i want to go but dont want to go back alone. hmm. anw, andylau's coming to my house tonight. wahaha. i guess that's it.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
11:52 AM ; he's on!
Hey people, is SUNDAY!
you'r on, and im on too(:
alright, mum wont be going to church later. she's not feeling well. hmm.
so i guess, i have to help out in the children's choir later on.
ohyeah, and today is..
Blessed Father's Day!
cant wait for church, asusual. hmm.
im glad, at least sunday, most of my time i spent in church.
hmm.
thinking about next week schedule,
Monday, i've got piano lesson and tuition in the night.
Tuesday, going to CRC for recordings and prayer meeting.
Wednesday, chinese tuition in the evening.
Thursday and Friday? either one there's tuition too.
hmm. ohNO! last week of holiday!
NoNoNo! too fast!
think once school reopen, dont think can come online that often.
thinking back, looks cool in your working attire/ something different.
Saturday, June 16, 2007
9:03 PM ; (: i think i like him, but age matter/
sharks! i forgot to get the hymns from elder choy! tmr will be playing for chinese service. ohwells. cant join the main service. on top of that, i think during bible study, i've got to help in the children's choir. hmm.
hey! and i've got a tuition teacher called, andy lau. cool huh? haha. but too bad, he isnt a singer, but a NUS student. haha.
let's talked about today. a disappointment though, that's for the weather! kind of expected. it was like, the typical, Gethsemane? from one place change venue to another. haha.
today outing, was like mess up. partly cus of the weather. i left the house around 1230, on the way to meet jollyn at her block to head for pasir ris park, when it kind of started to drizzle. so in the end went up to her house for awhile. wenxiang then called, saying the 1400-1600 was cancelled.. but the normal youths meeting will still be held there. argh. carried my guitar all the way to jollyn house! anw, decided to go back home first. when i got home, havent even step into the house, mum asked me to stand outside? left home again to get some stuffs for the refreshment. then later, was told that all the outings were supposed to be held at my house, but again chagned venue. so it was at elder choy's house.
every outing, it seems to rain? haha. last outing at bishan park, also rain. and we moved from the housing estate to the park, to and fro.
anw, there were mainly 3groups. the adult, youths and children. so the youths went to the room to have our meeting. sang and had games. alright, it was not that bad either. when we were about to go back home,didnt know where my brother was! and we were so pissed off. had to look for my bro, and guess who i saw? hhaha. i was crossing the road, and a car drove by. (: anw, my dad picked my mum, bro and i.
(: i thought it would turn out to be a real disappointment, but it was just great!
HEY! guess what again? (: i'll see what can make me stay online longer.
Friday, June 15, 2007
5:17 PM ; im glad!
im glad is not that unit!
ohwells.
jas and jollyn will be coming to my house anytime now.
take turns to go each other house. hmm.
tmr no piano, cus i made a mistake. but i dont mind, haha.
yeah, i guess that's about it.
hope it'll be a good weather for tmr outings.
im looking forward, (:
but not disappointment/
Thursday, June 14, 2007
5:12 PM ; memories.
just came back from jas's home.
this morning, went over there, untill 1630.
so here i am! we studied, played, chit-chat and watched show.
last night- bad experience.
more or less, it've been decided,
please, make some changes!
i havent archieve what i want yet.
im not in any position to do anything.
so please.
nononono! i dont know why, but i just cant afford to do that.
i really cant.
the darkness of the world,
the showering of waters..
the tears are hidden beneath them?
my task is not complete/
HEY! and you're back to your busy life again(:
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
12:58 PM ;
life has rather been fun and enjoyable for the past few days. so let's talk about the past few days.
Saturday' 9/6
youths, 1st part of the programme (:
had sing-spiration and short message by elder choy.
2nd part of the programme,
had evangelism, splitting into group was rather interesting?
to my dismay/
Sunday' 10/6
went to church asusual. the same line that i always said. hmm.
it was blessed to be there(:
there were choir presentation by the 5 primary school kids.
their voice really blend well. that's good! they take after us!
if im not wrong, for children choir, my batch was the first to start?
as our batch was quite large at those time.
anw, it's the past! and a very memorial one.
didnt stayed for bible study, there was children choir practice, so had to help play the piano for them. and according to my dad, during bible study time,
they were seeing photos and had report about the mission in ethopia?
which is part of africa. hmm. i missed it!
ohwells. i guess that's about it.
next..
Monday' 11/6
in the morning, went over to vanessa's house to do the english assignment.
woke up at about 0730, took a bus down to tampines interchange,
took bus969 all the way to woodlands, was there around 0945.
started work, but we didnt manage to finish either. hmm.
after that went back to tampines again and then met my mum. took a train to simei. cus, we were having lunch together with jas's family!
but both of our fathers are not there. is was just a mothers and kids time. haha. so we went to eastpoint the, Hans River Buffet.
jas was already there by the time my mum and i reached.
my bro had school so he joined us later. it was quite interesting,
but like what jas said, is not like there's something "special" about the food and stuffs. we cooked the food ourselves, fun? maybe.
ohyeah, and we were very thirsty. but the drink, we had to pay and stuffs.
so jas and i went to NTUC to buy our greentea. we bought 3bottles.
not fogetting for jollyn too. the other time at sakae we did the same and smuggled in. haha. jas was quite opened about it, she drank her "whatever" drink. for jollyn and i, as there wasnt cup, we took a bowl and took the ice, which was for the ice kachang and we pout the greentea in it, and drank from there. and it looks like we were drinking soup.
ohwells, that's part of the fun, you can say.
i thought to myself, it'll be quite sad if we had to go back home after lunch.
the most i thought, we'll just walk around and go back by afternoon. but unexpectedly, we hang out until 2000. after lunch, my bro went to get his spec done, while aunty siew lian, jas, jollyn, darren and i went walking around popular. both our mums, thought we'll all might go back home already,
so they went to ntuc to get all the daily needs of household and stuffs.
but right outside ntuc, you'll see an illegal gathering discussing where to go? we really spend alot of time deciding..
catch a movie? mums go shopping? children go arcade? go pasir ris park? go who's house? what to play? go to airport? go to coffeebean?
we still couldnt decide, so went to the toilet first. after that, outside the toilet, again illegal gathering, we were still discussing!
everywhere we go, in the end we'll stay at that spot for quite sometime to decide!
finally, decided to go to whitesand. mums went to drink coffee, boys went to arcade, and the 3 of us, jas, jollyn and i went shopping around.
we went to library, borrowed books. and went to the cafe in the library, Galilee. sat there, drink, chat, read. i wasnt reading, but jas was. after that went walking around again. jas bought a necklace, i bought one and jollyn bought one too. went to find our mums, it was like girls' talk. quite cool.
the boys finally came and find us. then after that, seperated and went home.
it was quite fun, and was quite rare for our mums to come out together with us. always is just, US!
went home, had to log on to comp, cus i had to finish the english assignment.
i was struggling until 2345, then i submitted my work.
and the contacts that are on my msn list, most of my church friends were online. it was simply just so cool. haha. i was rather glad that i had accompaniment(: thankyou!
i thought to myself, i better wake up early the next day and finish the assignment up before i leave home. as the whole day, i'll be out.
Tuesday' 12/6
which was yesterday, woke up early, log on to the comp,
then i realize, the english i did extra!
wth. i stayed up the previous night to get it done!
but, then i thought.. i didnt really mind, i was glad that i even made that mistake! haha. i quickly log off, got ready and quickly made my way to the hospital, got my new splint done. waited quite long though. on top of that, it was raining. and i dislike it when i had to be out the whole day till night.
after splint was done, took a bus down to CRC. had to do some piano recordings. i was supposed to be there like in the morning, cus the younger kids were coming in for their recording in singing.
but fortunately, jiejie melissa said she had to do some recordings of pastor devotions. i reached CRC about 1430, i think. then when i went in, everyone was like talking about my hand the problem and about there's an article about it.
i guess there were just showing their concerns. went up to record, this time recorded quite a few pieces only. anw, younger kids came in, they sang.
their voices couldnt really blend together, so they had to sing solo.
around 1830, went with sharon, the others to singpost for dinner, as we had prayer meeting. i met my mum there, ate and talked until 2000 and realize we were going to be late, so quickly went up.
jollyn went! was supposed to get a place for her, but in the end,
it was the other way round. haha.
usually when people start working, or if there's school, wont it be harder to make it for prayer meeting?
smart attire, you looked great/
Today' 13/6
nothing much, early in the morning, my mum started nagging.
woke up, folded clothes, read newspaper. tried finishing up my holiday assignments, asusual the stack of work doesnt seems to be decreasing, instead it seems to be increasing. i've got tuition later. and is chinese, think i'll probably conk off. i heard, will be out tonight. hmm.
tomorrow, will be going down to jas's house in the morning, and do our work and play. friday? might meet them again. will see.
YOUTHS! cant wait for saturday! it'll be super fun, i bet! (:
it's kind of a combine outing together with the GCM and adult fellowships at pasir ris park. all the programmes will start at 1600.
but for the youths, wil be meeting earlier at 1400. we'll have games and singsingsing. more of fellowship and stuffs, i guess.
then at 1600then will have our normal youths meeting. 2hours extra for us! haha. jollyn and i might meet ealier to rollerblade, the guys maybe joining us. sharks! left about one more week! argh!
LV.
i havent archieve what i want yet, and i think i'll never. there isnt much time for me to even take any step ahead. i think i only can take the past memory with me.
hope you'll have fun in your new life, and i will too/
Saturday, June 09, 2007
10:43 AM ; nice morning
a wonderful morning(:
alright, got to get ready for piano lesson real soon. last night, watched korean show, and my bro companied me. and after that he said, the show was quite nice and he really wants to know what happened next, he said dont mind to watch with me. haha. ohno!
leewan is acting another show, called snow white. the show quite nice, is much more interesting than, One Fine Day, which im watching now also. so currently i've got two shows to watch. ok, think better go already. feel like taking a cab down! bro just came back from tennis.
youths later!
Friday, June 08, 2007
6:35 PM ; a lie.
it's all a lie.
yesterday afternoon, went to meet candice, chan, melvin and his friends at whitesand. hmm. chan kept candice and i companied, as we dont really know mel's friends. chan later also went talking to them and stuffs.
candice and i then got ourselves entertained and forgot about the rest.
chan and mel got pissed off. wahaha. cus we kept walking off from them. and the guys got so bored, that they kept taking pictures of themselves. hmm. ohwells. at that point, candice and i thought, they were hopeless.
anw, i think at about 1630, we went over to pasir ris park. by then, mel's friends werent there already. so it was the 4 of us again. it was pretty fun, crapped alot. we stayed there for quite sometime then candice's dad picked her up.
it ended up with chan, mel and i. thinking back, it's really back to the 3 of us, except without the presence of shan and daniel.
thinking about it, it's sad that shan and daniel cant hang out with us, and 24/7 around us? and we cant msg them whenever we want?
but i guess, with the comfort of chan and mel, we guys will be fine. we all can be back together one fine day, it just takes time.
so anw, we talked alot about the past. and we then realize, somehow, we've all forgotten about daniel. he'll be upset if he knows about this. what i know, he doesnt! somehow, we had the trust between us, and we know we'll be there for each other.
alright, it sounds real dramatic! but is happening. hmm.
ohyes! im super happy now(:
this morning, couldnt use the comp, had to visit my grandma. thought the chance was missed.
able to come online now, is not too bad though. hmm.
asusual, tmr piano and YOUTHS. there'll be evangelism.
will have fun!
Thursday, June 07, 2007
12:29 PM ; ok!
ok! we're going out!
hmm. i dont feel like doing the holidays assignment!
dont know why today, from church, so many people are online.(:
interesting.
a yellow bird, just flew and bang against my window, and it felt! and when it got up, it hit my window again then flew off. hmm.
alright, got to do some stuffs.
after asking some of their views, i think i shall forget about it?
well, we'll see. hmm.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
11:45 AM ; i think i made it right.
the moment i woke up, log on to my comp,
my morning had been created by you, thank you!(:
yesterday whole day out. in the morning, about 0915, dad sent me to crc. i thought i would be early, but lucky jiejie melissa was there already. around 0945 i started doing recodrings of children's songs. it was kind of hard, as there weren't any scores, but i manage to record about 7songs. so not too bad. it was really interesting. i spent like about 2hours on it. about 1200 went out for lunch with jiejie melissa. and uncle kenneth didnt know i was up in the studio, cus i went there before him. haha. anw, went for lunch, after met the kids and went back to the studio again. it was their turn to record the songs.
at about 1800, preacher daniel sent us to singpost, my mum treated us LJS, after that went for prayer meeting.(:
had short message by elder mah, then seperated into men and ladies group.
then after it ended, mum was talking to some people, brother was playing and i? i also dont know what i was doing.
at first, i was kind of disappointed. but awhile later, appeared!
anw, why would he wants to wait for his sister?
hahahahaha.
that makes me wonder(:
age matter/
Sunday, June 03, 2007
7:35 PM ; he smiled at me(:
today church asusual. today was interesting, fun and.. whatever happy kind of words, that you can think of?
wonderful to see the lively bunch of kakis again! hahha.
not sure next week going out. hmm. well, we'll say again. on the 16th june, there's youths outing at botanic garden. is at 11am. who will be going?
alright, tmr will be going to parkway, i think.
tuesday, will be going down to crc in the morning for recordings, and some of the kids will be coming down in the afternoon, then we'll all go for prayer meeting when is time. hmm.
ohya, pls dont watch, 'heavenly tree'. is a sad ending, and the actors and actresses really make you cry! can say all the 12disc, every disc you'll sure cry or something. now, i've watched till the 9disc, i feel like watching, but yet i dont feel like either. argh!
hahahaha!
i guess, i'll end here. that's all!
if i ever have to hide, i will.
4years later, but i think by then, it'll be too late.
anyway,
thanks for that smile of yours(:
sorry for not responding, i myself got a shocked when i turned back.
age & status does matter/ as each day passed, im getting more fearful. 4years!
Friday, June 01, 2007
10:02 PM ; jiayou jin soon.
7:30 PM ; he's companying me(:
hey! thanks for accompanying me.(:
this noon, went to meet jollyn and jas at whitesand. and when we wanted to take a cab to the club, we saw eunice. but she didnt. its ok!
it was raining! but after awhile it stopped.
we played uno and poker, but besides having fun, we did our work too.
jollyn was afraid to go to the toilet, after jas and i shared to her that there were ghosts in the toilet. in the end she decided to go to another toilet, and she said she met the mother ghost. whatever isit. hmm.
we left the club about 1700. jollyn has tuition, and piano lesson.
tmr, piano class then youths. hmm.
next week, maybe going vivo? with jas and maybe some other teens? well, we'll discuss on sunday.
