I just want an answer, least I know what to expect.
I just want to know what's in your mind.
I just want to start my New Year the right way it should be.
If nothing happens, I'll just let every thoughts go&forget about them. &smile.
As today, is the last day of 2008.
CARMEN.
1:34 PM ; Sighh. waiting.
Give me a chance to be true to myself&to you.
I drag to wake up. Who knows what's going on with me? Thanks to Two persons who have actually made me realised my true feeling. Thank God for friends, who are able to help&give encouragement in times like this. I felt bad that I really had to bother them&to tell them about it. But I'm glad they listen.
&thank you Jas for offering a listening ear to me, but its ok. (: I'll be fine. :D ¬ forgetting, DankerVanessaDennis, I like her name! She's always there to listen to me&encouraged me. Indeed, a sharing buddy!
Everyone will be busy with school&everything else, just in Two days time. I guess all these thoughts&worries will cool off too? Likewise, our (______)ship. Friend? I've no idea what to put in there. If there's ever, Whatever-ship. I can afford to be affected by it, but not you.
I wonder what kinda Watch Night Service it'll be tonight I wonder what kinda feeling or emotion I'll be having when we welcome the New Year, 2009. I just wonder.
I love it when the night is here; I hate it when the morning comes.
CARMEN.
11:34 AM ; TAGS.
Replies to tags.
Carmen. -JASMINE: Hey. I decided to reply on post instead, cos your msg is super duper long. (: &In return my msg will be super duper long too. I thought you were going to say, 'Breath in, Breath out'. Which it's gonna sounds so wrong. Anyway, thank you, I guess I'll be fine. I just hope I wont screw up the presentation or testimony time later. You want me to send Email to you? I still can. It's free afterall, haha. Daniel isnt our topic, outsider. :D I'll be dead.
&about the traffic police, Brandon. Hmm, yeah I guess. Seeya later at 2000.
Carmen. -CHAN: Sorry, &isnt time for me to laugh. I hope everything come right, just got to be patient. You're the best la! (:
CARMEN.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
11:11 PM ; ...
Lock me up because I never want to come out.
I just thought I could be honest with myself. Seriously, I feel that Im not fit to present with the girls tmr, &sharing my testimony. My feeling is now messed up&confused. How am I able to testify with such emotions within me. I hope I'll be fine tmr, though I doubt so.
If what they say is all so true, I just got to admit about the way I feel about you. It's just isnt falling into place.
CARMEN.
4:02 PM ; Tags.
Replies for tags. :D
Carmen. -DANIEL: MR DANIEL GOH! Ah, glad you know! At least Im changing, unlike you! Yes, more hangout. Ohyeah, do continue staying jealous cos you missed out alot! We just got so much to tell you! All the fun&talks about you! No more sending of EMAILs, which Chan thinks is OLD-FASHION. &yes, we missed you. :D
&if that person will ever know.
Carmen. -JASMINE: Ah you! BEST FRIEND la, haha. &what good for me? Hahah! He'll be irritating, cos he'll sure tell us about his ANG MOH Girlfriends, that how he had to leave them.(: &we got to console this poor soul. AHAHA! Traffic, your sis might be sounding her horn already! I think I'll help her to hire traffic-police. (:Seeya later!
Carmen. -JOLLYN: (: Man, so nice of you not to spam back? Why? But anyway, thanks! :D We didnt mean to spam, we just wanted the tagborad to be alive! (: seeya!
CARMEN.
11:22 AM ; HELL.
I cant take it anymore, this is like hell man! I keep telling myself to end it, but.. I make sure it'll get through this time! Seriously, I think I got to put a stop to this feeling. It's stupid&dumb. Worse, not possible.
Freak.
Hooboy, I'm back to life again.
CARMEN.
9:34 AM ; I got to understand what it meant by heartbreak.
Behind the door, there was a heavy-hearted soul.
Man, woke up with a stomachache. What a start for my day! Anyway, today lunch I'll be cooking! XL is now teaching brother. When he came in&saw me, he was like .. "Are you cooking?!" Like, wth. Hahaha. Yeah, I'm making Pasta. (:
The emotion is repeating itself. Last night, I couldnt sleep. Was offline about 2300+, then came back online about 0000. I just couldnt wait for morning to come, what a struggle it was to sleep. But I managed to sleep through till morning.
Grandma will be coming to my house, got to help to burn VCD. If I'm not wrong, she's bringing her friend along? Come here just to burn Two VCDs. Ohwells.
For tmr WATCH NIGHT SERVICE, there'll be a time for sharing of testimony. So we girls each got to prepare a short testimony, before Sarah share her long one since is her last year. (: Then followed by our item, O Jesus I Have Promised. Will be practicing later before Prayer meeting. :D It had been a long time since we've come together to present. (:
Shall update again tonight if there is. Since now is only morning. Sighh.
To the someone out there.
CARMEN.
Monday, December 29, 2008
2:47 PM ; (:
Leading our life, our dreams.
Was supposed to go Orchard today with mum&grandma, but in the end didnt. Grandparents just came back from Thailand yesterday evening. They've gone to visit my other relatives there. If only I have the chance to visit my relatives all over the world. In one month time, they'll be going back to Australia! So this year, they'll be celebrating Chinese New Year here. :D Anyway, surprisingly I woke up at 1000 this morning, considering the fact that I slept at 0300! Ohwells.
Phones are so useful. Earlier, Jollyn&I were singing&learning our Auto parts through it. We'll be meeting tmr before Prayer Meeting for final practice. That reminds me I got to sms Jw&sarah to update them. Alright, that's about it. &I dont think I can have lesson with Mr.Norman tmr.
Ah, &Cornelius smsed us, cycling session for youths on Thursday! From Pasir Ris to Changi Point. Wooolala. I got this feeling that the youths are bonding? So why miss out this fun/chance. &I've got no reason not to go either. Since I didnt go for the one last Saturday, &yesterday when Cornelius&Julian saw me, they went .. "Why didnt you come! You missed out so much fun!" Hmm, yeah.
OHYES! The christmas present that Jas&Jol. gave me? Fortunatly my mum asked me to unwrapped it. I was just thinking, the wrapping was so nicely done, & I didnt want to destroy it. My mum insisted that, there's something inside. So I opened, &there was a voucher! Gosh. Told the girls about it, what a laugh.
Brother's now addicted to guitar! Keeps playing it. Ah, but he learn it quite fast. Compliment.
She whispered&said, ILY.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
10:18 PM ; ..
&if only I have the courage.
8:42 PM ; sigh.
It's the truth that I'm hiding; &lying covers it.
Sometime in life, you'll just feel like you're lost suddenly. Not knowing what to do. It is as if I'm crying out loud inside my heart for someone out there to hear. The feeling isn't nice. But the fact that I'm feeling that now. Whatever. This isn't my day.
Anyway, played the piano today. &it was Promotion Sunday for the kids, Congratulation to them. -Not likely they'll read? Ohwells. I was once there too. Ohh, how I miss those time, when we sang children songs while doing it with actions! (: I miss it so! As pastor was away preaching in another church, Rev Jeffrey Khoo preached to us today. Sigh, every pastor has their own set of difficulties&burdens to bare. Like what Rev. Khoo said, our name decrease&God's name increase. So, during break time, SarahAnn&I started practicing our item for the presentation while waiting for Jas&Jol. Gosh! Juowi's guitar is so nice, he bought it from Philippines! Craps, I should have gotten it last year when we were in CEBU. I like their guitar becos it's handmade&that's what they're good at! Juowi was like.. 'next time then go&get' Oh right! When will that NEXT TIME be. Ohwells. That's all for now, I'm feeling so exhuasted. Not physically though. Sighhh.
If I only know what's in your mind.
Saturday, December 27, 2008
5:05 PM ; (:
Hide&Seek.
Did not attend the Youths event combined with the other churches today. Was supposed to go down to Jas' house for practice for Watch Night. But in the end didnt cos of bro. He didnt bring key out! Most likely practice will be tmr &one day before Wednesday. Yeah, &Watch Night service will only start at 2100, we'll stay until 0000 to welcome the New Year. That's what we do every year! :D
Today, I've got to admit it wasnt a Fruitful day. :S Maybe it was in the Morning, I was reading book. Then after that I was playing Pool with Brandon. After he left, was playing guitar. While Juowi taught me how to play melody on it through MSN. It was easy! I was occupied with these the whole afternoon. So anyway, on Watch Night, both of us will present a Duet Instrumental piece as part of our Testimony too. He's going to play the melody on the guitar, Coolest. I must learn! &most likely we'll be praticing on Sunday too. We presented a duet instrumental piece during Youths Anni. before, &it was nice but .. he ruined it at the back though. OPPS! &now, melody is not a problem to him, but to ME. Oh wells. Anyway, might be going down to Compass Point later. (: That's about it for today. Byee!
P.S. 'O' level results out on 9th Jan & posting on 19thJan.
I lost you again; vanished.
Friday, December 26, 2008
8:10 PM ; just my thoughts.
At times, my thoughts just run wild.
Sitting alone, thinking it through. You're the reason that keeps me thinking&for not being myself. For every reason that I could think of, it's because of you. &I believe this should not go on. The thoughts shall be washed away, &never flow back. It is never possible, I knew it from the start.
If Im the one who let you in; I've got to let you out. Somehow, Sometime.
11:37 AM ; ..
Not much of activities today, ohwells. Shall stay home&do some reading&studies. I love Mamamia, just watched it yesterday again. Ahhahah.
BLESSED BIRTHDAY to my cousin, NICHOLAS. The old year past; the new year starts.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
8:14 PM ; Caroling.
Caroling was great. This morning I was waken up by Uncle Dennis' call. He asked me to go down to Newton to join the choir group for the caroling as they wanna present their item that they presented yesterday. &I had to play for them. It was kinda last minute plan. Ohwells, I took a bus down to Jol.'s house, &got a lift from her Dad to Rev.Timothy Tow's house. We gathered outside their house, near the staircase&got ready. The instrumentals came in, we sang 'RING THE BELL' as we walked in.
Didnt really have time for lunch, as Aron, KwanTeng&I had to rush off to Aunty Diana's house. Anyway, Uncle Samuel was kind enough to send us all the way to from Newton to somewhere near Old Airport Road. It was the AF caroling. Quite big group though. So once we gathered we headed to Aunty Diana's house, &Started to sing once we were outside her door. Aron&I played the guitar. We sang quite a number of songs&had a short devotion by Elder Choy in Madrain. Brandon was like.. "The message very interesting right?". Right, I dont see how interesting it was when I dont really undertand or either I wasnt even paying attention. Opps. &Sherman (hopefully I dont get mix up with his bro name, Shawn) he remembered me! Anyway, yeah did catch up with him about his school life&Stuffs. In closing we sang some more christmas songs&had fellowship, then headed to the next home.
Next home was at Danny's house! &somehow we were lost while making our way there. BOY! Danny's house is super duper big&nice. I like their toilet! :/ It's like hotel feel. I think it's Three-story high. I love the exterior&interior design. It's so my liking! :D We stayed there until about 1730 then we left. My family went over to MacCafe&met up with some friends. I had Ice Choco&Opera Diva. :D From there, headed HOME. It's good to be home!
Next wednesday is WATCH NIGHT SERVICE, another day of presentation. (: &hey girls, like what SarahAnn said, we need to meet for some practice to prepare ourselves. :D Alright, that's all for now. Once again, a very BLESSED CHRISTMAS.
I love the thought of celebrating Christmas with you.
12:19 AM ; IT's HERE.
BLESSED CHRISTMAS!
May God be with each one of you in a SPECIALway this CHRISTMAS.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
11:13 PM ; How's your christmas?
OHYES! Back from church! I've got to tell you, it was LOVELY.
So, Auditorium was opened by 1800, got started with the FINAL practice. I was just worried about our last part. &the audi was super COLD. When I was playing for the Quintet, my hand was so stiff. Jollyn was like, 'Why your hand so cold?'. I've no idea why! The adult choir was SPLENDID. &our ending was nice. (: &no worries Jol. I didnt even know you used the wrong instrument, but it went so well! :D Great job Jol, Thank God. After service, I started giving out the gifts. :D I love giving gifts, I wanna see their reaction, HAHA. &congrats to all those who have joined our church! I know they wont read, but yeah! Everyone was wishing one another. I just love that feeling, the warmness? Yeah, if that's the way to describe it, warmness!
CAROLINGtmr. :D First house will be at Aunty Diana's house, followed by Danny's house. &tmr is my parents Anni. (: Alright, gonna get some rest.
It's a special day.
4:14 PM ; BAKES.
I've been baking&packing all these little gifts after lunch at relatives' house. Man, I had a wonderful time during the gathering. :D:D:D:D I miss&love them!
Anyway, came back &started on all those bakings. I'm exhausted. No way! I need the energy for tonight! It'll be a blessed time celebrating this Christmas Eve with Churchmates. (: We've got to be there by 1800 for FINAL practice!
Pictures. :D It isn't that bad, it tasted NICE. Here's the end products! Mum was wrapping gifts for her Children choir group.
Alright, got to get ready.
It's the Eve we're talking about.
12:28 AM ; Back from prayer meeting.
:D I feel a sense of satisfaction. A change of blogskin, gives me a good feel about life?! No time stated for this blogskin! Ah, is 0030 now. So yeahh. Anyway, back from prayer meeting like TWO hours back or so. Decided to have a short update about today.
In the end, Sarah didnt come as she had some last minute errands to do. &we didnt go to TMall, since my mum already bought the strap from there! &how fortunate I am, it was the LAST strap. According to my mum, the guy at YAMAHA was like .. "The stock just came, &within days the straps are all sold. Why everyone needs it at this period." -He's a Muslim. Well, I told my mum, I guess it's because others, like me, are using it for CAROLING sessions. Is CHRISTMAS! Brought my guitar down, Dad sent us to Simei. Mum, bro&I had dinner at EastPoint. Then trained down to church. We were super early. Waited for Cornelius, gosh! He was super fast in fixing the strings, but due to Dad's poor guitar condition. Certain part of the gutiar were missing! So he wasnt able to fix up everything. No worries, I brought it home &Dad, with his creative idea got it all done! :D This Acoustic guitar will look weird, but UNIQUE. Im going to show it to Cornelius! It's not a ring, some kinda screw. We dont have any choice!
Anyway, during prayer meeting, prayed together with Sarah, Jas&Jol. Dad came &fetched us home, yes, &sent Sarah home too. Afterall we're neighbours! &sad, she'll be leaving next year June to SAN FRANCISCO for like 4 or 5 years! So meanwhile, while waiting for her Alevel results, she'll start school next week as a TEACHER. Ah, MS LEE. :D
This reminds me, we'll be having a presentation on WATCH NIGHT SERVICE. This would be Sarah last Watch Night Service, Christmas Service&last birthday celebration with us. Sighh. Ohwells. I shall stop here, I'm really exhausted.
IsCHRISTMAS EVE ALREADY. :D
CHRISTMAS; The lovethat we share.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
10:24 AM ; What lies behind that eyes of yours.
Hah! Stop hiding behind that Screen or Mask of yours. It's so de obvious! -FAKE. Alright, I wont let that ruin my day.
Anyway, XL is now having tuition with bro. He saw the present on the table, I think he knew that it was for him. &then he went, "what's this?" while he pushed it &pass to my bro. I just stood there&look at them. Both of them look funny, hahah. Alright.
Fast isnt it!Christmas Eve is just TOMORROW. Will be going over to relatives' house for lunch, wont be able to join friends for lunch. Thereafter, the service will begin. Man, there's so many CHILLouts, with Chan, Melvin, Shelly&DANIEL, who is back for good. Ah, &another one which Nicole calls it, HE-HO-MERRY-HO gathering. But all will happen after Christmas. Understandable, cos everyone's busy with CHRISTmas!
SarahAnn will be coming over at 1400 since she lives near me. I guess, she'll also help out in teaching Norman. She'll stay until 1730, my dad will send us down to TMall. I'll get my guitar strap while she get her letter posted. Hang around TMall, then head for prayer meeting with Mum&bro too. Hmmmm. I'll be meeting Cornelius slightly earlier before prayer meeting start. Need to get him change my guitar strings, :D Thanks loads.
&YES! I've finished reading CROSS COUNTRY. Man, the ending is .. Expect the Unexpected. :D:D:D:D I like the ending! Now I'm reaing SILENT PARTNER by JONATHAN KELLERMAN. &on the other hand, Im back to some studies. (:
For Christmas is the day for us to spend it with our love ones. &all the time that we must be apart; I'll keep a candle in my heart.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
7:46 PM ; Christmas is the season of giving. :D
The christmas' bell is ringing in my heart.
I've already got some christmas gifts. (: One of them is from Jas&Jol.
Most of my gifts will be given on Christmas Eve itself. :D Im still preparing them.
Not forgetting my classmates too. Sigh, sometime I wish Im still schooling. Well, at least in school you get to chill out with friends, laugh&see what nonsense the guys got for you. AHAHA.
Today went to church early to practice Jol&mine piano parts. Both our mum helped us out. (:
Thinking about it, it's kinda scary. Esp. the last part of the whole song, where Jol.&I have to complete it PERFECTLY. We've got to make the ending FINE&MAJESTIC. -Impressive, with beauty&dignity. :D
Anyway, Im glad we had that 45mins of practice. After that, I had to make my way down to serve in Chinese Service. &after the service I had to go back to main service to practice with Jol. again.
But this time is with the choir. &is our LAST practice!
Stayed on for Bible Study. Family went to Eastpoint to get dinner &headed home.
Ohyes! Before service Juowi was playing the guitar. Arr! He can play 'Raindrop keep falling on my Head', 'Canon In D', 'More than words' &more I think. NOT chords, is MELODY we're talking about! He cant play that fast, but still.. Is still Good! I must have the patient to learn.
That reminds me, earlier during break time, Norman&I were discussing about his guitar lesson.
His goal is to be able to play one of Arvil Lavigne's song. Woooo.
Anyway, lesson on Tues at Lobby, Hahaha. I think I should charge him.
Sigh, I hope YAMAHA will be open tmr or Tuesday!
I need to get guitar strings&strap for the ACOUSTIC guitar, which is stringless now! Cant use my classical guitar, the sound might be too soft for caroling session&there isnt a strap for it.
If I cant get hold of it, I've got to use the classical one. But it's going to be a hard time to play without any strap while standing. This holiday, I've spent a lot on Musical stuffs, anything that is related to Music. I guess, it's worth it. :D
Wednesday is Christmas Eve, there'll be another CHILLout!
&we've each got to prepare a gift that is less than $10 to exchange with one another.
We'll be going to IMM-Fish&Co, Juowi's working place.
From there, we'll be going down to church for the Christmas Eve Service. :D
A blessed christmas it shall be.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
5:27 PM ; What's with that?!
Wth. Is either I dont get you, or you dont get me.
I remembered that deadly THIRTeen.
Gosh! I regretted talking to you.
The only thing I could do was to WALK AWAY.
Wont you just SPEAKout.
Pissed.
Edited.
As I was reading Cross Country, I came across this part ..
&I think is hysterical.
Adanne said, "It is all about bad men. It's time that the world was run by women. We want to create, not destroy. Yes, I'm serious, Dad. No, I haven't had too much wine."
"It was the beer," her father said.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
7:02 PM ; I miss your talks.
Seriously, whenever I hear "Can I have this dance" song, I just cant help but to think of Jo&Jas.
I've found a new medicine to cheer me up from all my burdens/sorrows. The name shall be 'Clever j&b" joke!!((:' -Name given by Jas.
Take my hand~
Alright, there's so many things I wanna do. &I've no idea why am I so excited about it!
CHRISTMAS is exactly in ONE week time!
The day when I turn EIGHTEEN is in ONE month time! HOOOHOO!
Chan thinks Im going NUTS. OH, Im telling you, Im NOT. (: He called this, FIRED UP?!
Oh whatever.
Anyway, the whole of this afternoon I've been reading Cross Country. &doing some crafts stuffs.
For the past few years I'v been doing something for the Youths for Christmas.
This time should I make a card or make cookies.
Ahwell, tmr will be going with Mum to Simei for lunch&also register for lesson! :D
From there, I'll make my way to CRC. I've no idea what am I going there for.
Ohyes, earlier I had a conversation with Bengwee. Talking about car license&the rightful age, etc.
He told me Shuen already got hers! That's fast! &said, "next year you go and apply, dont waste time". I WISHH.
So, I told my mum about it.. "Ok but you must be hardworking&get it done" that's what she said. Wooo~ I wonder if she did hear me out. Anyway, she said it. But in my mind, I was thinking about the cost! Well, she said total cost will be less than $2000. &happen Dad was around.
Mum: Your daughter want to learn driving next year.
Dad: Huh. (It sounded negative)
Mum: Cos she'll be EIGHTeen next year.
Dad: Oh .. (&I wonder if that's meant to be positive)
Total silence after that. Hmmmmmmmmmm.
If it ever fall through, It'll be the best! On the other hand, I wont think so much.
Is not really 'top on my list' kinda, so yeah.
Alright, at this moment, I shall give a pause to every thoughts.
:D
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
1:51 PM ; Your silence kills me.
U-N-D-E-R-S-T-A-N-D-I-N-G.
UNDERSTANDING needed.
On Sunday night I couldnt sleep, I kept sitting up on my bed &just kept thinking.
My chest was kinda pain&I just wanna throw out.
This went on until Monday morning, got up&prepared for the trip.
Came online for awhile, Bengwee was online and chatted with him.
Anyway, we reached Malaysia about 0900. Too early, thanks to my dad!
So had breakfast over at some place then went over to Jusco.
Bought quite a lot of stuffs. Mostly are art-craft stuffs, nice ribbons&etc.
&bought a nice Bedsheet cover set with all musical notes on it! :D
Dad: Just leave it one side, we'll come take it later.
I: Cannot, only left 2 sets.
Dad: This kinda musical notes bed cover, nobody will take, only you.
Yeah, it's kinda true. Not exactly nobody will take, just that very few people would.
But I just took it along with me, just incase. It's rather different&nice.
Bought lots of groceries, had lunch at one of the Indian stall, Dad used to go there for meal when he used to work there. After lunch continued walking&shop. We left there about 1700. Reached S'pore by 1800.
&on Monday night I still couldnt sleep.
Here came Tuesday, which was yesterday. In the morning, the piano man (whoever) came to tune my piano. He told my mum that he dare not turn the string too hard or whatever. Cos this piano is a matter of time I need to get a new one. :D This piano is more than 30years already. Since the time my mum learnt piano till now. He said this piano is very good, cos the strings are very season! &it sounds nice. Hmm yeah, somehow I can feel there's some kinda attachment between my piano&I. (: becos is mine!
In the night went for Prayer Meeting. &all the Youths prayed together with Pastor.
I remembered what Jas&I said.
I: Ohno, pray with Pastor kinda stress.
Jas: Just say these 3 words, 'Lord, save me!'
HAHA. During the message time, Pastor said whenever we'r in trouble be it in our studies, house hold work, or business pray& say 'Lord, save me!' .
After prayer meeting, Dad came to fetch us home.
Last night supposed to turn in to bed earlier than usual, but was msging &halfway felt asleep.
Alright, tonight the church choir will be coming over to my house for practice.
Dad was saying, "I think we are the first house to celebrate Christmas already."
Cos the choir will be singing/practicing their christmas song. LOL.
Mum will be buying dinner for them, sarah might be coming over since she lives around Punggol.
That's all for now, going to do some craft stuffs. &I did somesnow-sprayon my window. (:
Updated 2345.
Choir left about 2215. After practicing the song for Christmas Eve, they had to practice songs for the caroling session. So anyway, went to the station to meet them&walked to my house.
Then they had dinner &practices started at 1945. Boy! The choir was really good, as mentioned before. (:
Ah, SarahAnn came to be an audience, in the end she stayed in my room with Duaine&Jo.
Duaine played with my doll! (childhood doll, I remembered my parents bought it for me, it cost about $80plus. One of my expensive toy!) Ahhaha!
&the boys were in my bro's room playing PSP. While little David was running around with a 'sword', &was playing all by himself. (: Ohyes! He ruined my picture that I Snow-Sprayed this morning! Ahwell, I'll get it patch up tmr.
Hmmmm yeah, shall turn into bed now. :D
I just hope you'r there to ask&understand.
Monday, December 15, 2008
6:56 AM ; The reason to be.
Sighh.
I couldnt sleep the whole of last night. I just felt so uneasy, &felt like throwing out.
It really bothers me.
I just hope you understand.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
9:38 PM ; No doubt about it, but I am.
A niggling feeling within me, it's irritating.
Back from church&everything. Will be going to Malaysia tmr, leaving home at about 0600.
It'll be a one whole day thing. Dad will be driving up.
Anyway, this morning left home earlier than usual. Had lunch over at Sing.Post& served in Filipino Service. Mum helped me to play the last hymn as Jollyn&I were supposed to practice our piano parts for choir. But the best thing was, both the pianos were at Filipino Service, &they only can bring it up to the Audi. only after the Filipino ends! By the time the pianos were set up, there wasnt much time for us to practice either.
After the service, we had to practice. &had to help the Quintet play their Christmas song.
ERRR. Jollyn&I really need the TIME! Sigh, we'r only left with Saturday&Sunday to practice the song together. Cos we need two pianos. Even the practices are short too. Ohwells.
Ah, &TzeAung came back from Aust, I think. Man! I was thinking who was that new guy, &it was him! Look so different, esp. with his hair! I think we were kinda surprised to see him. At least I was. During the break time, had a "good" chat with Norman. I still got stuffs to say man.
&sorry Dvd! I feel really bad for not being able to attend her important day today.
Really sorry! But here's, CONGRATULATION! :D I thank God for you.
&Anna, Sorry that I couldnt go with you.
O' Christmas.
On Christmas Eve, there'll be service in church. Choir performances&stuffs.
Christmas day, there'll be caroling session, my family might go. Most probably I'll be helping the AF group to play the guitar as we go from one house to another. Initially, I was asked to but I didnt feel comfortable to join them as I would be the only female. LOL. &I thought the caroling was in the night. (: Hmm, I guess this still depends.
Alright, that's all for now.
I've no idea why I'm feeling so uneasy. I dont know why&I dont want to know.
I've a good feeling I wont like it if I do. Sighh. It's just BAD!
I hate it.
Friday, December 12, 2008
11:11 AM ; Why Seoul Garden got no office?
Seoul Garden got no office?! HAHA. Ciqueooooo inside joke!
Alright, yesterday went down to CRC to help the Quintet with their parts.
I've got to say, they'r really good. A real Quintet! They'll be coming out an album sooon!
Sigh, why didnt my batch had something like this. Anyway, we left CRC at 1700.
Went down to CityHall&meet Cliqueooooo.
This 'Clique ooooo' thing was hysterically funny!
Anyway, from CityHall we went over to Marina Square, Seoul Garden.
Each of us paid $22.40 or so. In between our meal, Jas&I went to buy 2bottles of Peach&Green Tea.
&at the end of our meal, bro took too much Ice-cream, Jas didnt finish her fruits with Chocolate. Both she&Brandon went to toilet to escape first? Hmmm .
Happened, there was a big group at the counter, so Jollyn, bro&I quickly went out.
As we went towards the toilet to look for them, we thought of stuffs that were funny.
So since we couldnt find Jas&brandon .. Jollyn msg Jas telling her we'r in Seoul Garden office. We've been caught for wasting food&bringing outside drinks.
This is how it goes. (But the recording is only part of it, sighh)
Alright, Jasmine is gonna kill me for uploading it. SORRY.
I feel bad that she actually believed us. I really didnt expect her to! Man!
Sorry, but you guys had made my day. It was fun. :D Thanks!
As mentioned, we went over to Esplanade took pictures&played UNO.
&I wont say something which it was quite embarrassing.
Ohyes, Jollyn lost during the game, so she had to dance. We recorded down the video, but we wont post! (:
Here some pictures ..
Jas&bro.
This was funny&dumb. But they'r cute. Ahah! They had no choice.
Where's Jollyn looking at?
Finally, Us.
Alright that's about it.
Later maybe going out. Next week one of the day, might be going to Malaysia for One day!
I shall stop here. Got to help Mick to do stuffs!
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
3:32 PM ; The note written with love.
That note is for you.
This morning went over to Compass Point.
Mum wanted to get some groceries, while I went to Popular to buy a Mouse for my laptop.
MOUSE- New toy now.
&we bought 2shirts for my cousins, will ask my grandma to bring it back to Aust.
Mum&I wanted to buy Christmas plant. I love Christmas plant, they are lovely.
Later this evening at 1900 got to go to Elder Choy's house for choir practice for Christmas!
Jollyn&I got to be there as we'll be the pianists.
Both of us will play different instruments on the piano. So, we've got real work to do!
Im just afraid we do not have enough time to practice&try it on the piano.
That's for today.
&TOMORROW.
I've got to go down to CRC in the afternoon to help the Quintet, in preparation for Christmas. :D
Later in the evening, we'll be meeting Clique at CityHall for dinner&hangouts.
&Norman's back from his Malaysia trip&stuffs, now we left with Juowi.
Since Saturday is Norman's birthday, we decided to give him a treat for dinner.
On the list, we've got .. Jas, Jo, Brandon, Brendan&I.
All will be confirm by tonight. (:
Anyway, my brother is really funny.
When he tuition with Timothy last time, both of them can go out for lunch&stuffs.
Now he tuition with XL, like yesterday, bro went to XL's house after tuition to play computer game?! Goodness me. Considering their Age difference.
Ohwells. I guess that's all for now.
Cheeerrrs.
Updated; 2314.
Left Elder Choy's house at about 2145. It was supposed to end by 2100 but anyway.
Took direct bus from home, reached their house just in time!
&nobody mention that there was dinner there.
But its alright, rather have it at home. (:
OHYES! It was wonderful! The choir was superb! Jollyn&I are excited about the combining of instruments, the Horns, Flute, Ringing of bells&Etc. I cant wait!
I hope there'll be enough time for both of us to practice. Considering that, there's only 3more practices left.
Though this Saturday there'll be choir practice&is at 1400, but the Youths have to leave by 1500 to Cornelius house for our fellowship. Hmmm.
Everything's like so rush&busy. I guess, just pray&ask God for his grace&mercy.
Chatting with Mick now, he's so gloomy&grumpy. Such a grumpy guy!
No wonder she walk out on you. -Inside joke. SOS! :D
Alright, exhausted. Byeeee!
If I could just smile telling you never to give up, because God loves you&so do we.
God had chosen you; You are his special child.
'Why have you chosen me out of millions your child to be; You know all the wrong I have done.'
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
9:55 PM ; ..
Ohman! WATCH THIS VIDEO.
It's sad&touching.
It happened in US&was captured in the camera along the high way.
The poor dog was knocked TWICE!
Monday, December 08, 2008
6:39 PM ; Les Choristes
LES CHORISTES.
Just watched it this morning.
Didnt had the chance to watch finish it during the camp.
&I've learn that they'r actually a CHOIR which is called, Les Choristes.
Is a French choir.
Their voices&songs are lovely.
Esp. Jean Baptiste Maunier.
He got a good voice!
Anyway, grandparents will be leaving to Thailand tonight.
Dad had sent them to the airport.
Hmmmm.
Err, tmr I've got piano lesson.
&I'm still stuck in my Theory!
Dead, so dead.
Prayer Meeting tmr too. (:
It just pass so fast. Last Tuesday we were just in camp!
SIGHHHH.
I just want to write that note.
Sunday, December 07, 2008
10:07 PM ; Just a glance will do..
I always like classical music.
So here's a change of song, Canon in D.
Anyway, church was good.
Mum didnt attend today as she wasnt feeling well.
&I kept coughing through out.
During break time, Jollyn&I had to stay and listen to the choir.
As we'll be the pianists for Christmas.
&we really got work to do.
Evangelism today, but we didnt attend.
So anyway,
we'v decided to have an outing on Thursday night.
Consisting of .. Jas, Jollyn, Brendan, Brandon, Norman, Nigel, Juowi&I.
Hanging out at City hall.
Jw isnt in town&I'v no idea where's Norman.
Both werent in church today.
Soyeah, wait for their replies &see how it goes.
Wednesday evening got to meet the choir for practice at someone's home.
But venue yet to confirm.
After church, bought dinner from Sing.Post.
What a disaster!
I wish I could write a note telling you I care.
Pray&wish that you'll be out soon.
10:28 AM ; What a blast.
TUESDAY 2nd Dec.
We all met at 0730 at the Jetty.
Board the ferry group by group.
After we've reached Bintan, had lunch over at one of the restaurant.
&Jollyn was there with other advanced party.
This was one of the dish we had for lunch.
Cant remember what's called.
It was a 30mins drive from the jetty.
Another 1hour ride from the restaurant to the Resort!
Checked in.
Nice, comfortable bed we had.
Shared room with Jollyn.
We rested until dinner time.
Jollyn&I decided to take a picture of our meal everyday.
We failed to do so every meal though.
The first night we had it near the sea.
Jollyn, Brandon &I had it under the sky while the rest under shelter.
LOL.
When the tide is low.
(: Dinner.
WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY were the same.
Just that Wednesday we had games.
Thursday&Friday it was FREE time.
NOT FORGETTING, all the messages by Rev. Quek, Pastor & Rev. Reggor ..
Some of them actually reminded me about our life.
Especially the one on making the right choice.
Towards the last few days, alot of people were sick.
Hmmm.
I'll let the photo speak.
Here's all the pictures of the food.
Ah, Jollyn did most of the food taking.
Lunch, I think.
Dinner, I think .
Thursday breakfast.
Dinner, Jollyn was sick that's why she had porridge.
Haha.
That's about it for food.
Ah, &Cayson brought his volleyball.
During FreeTime, Jollyn&I played volleyball with Danny&Poon.
We made new friends. (:
They were from Calvary Pandan church, I think.
&this year christmas, both of them will be our church member.
Also played with Uncle Jeremy&Cayson.
Both of them were scary, their ball very 'Power'.
Here's picture taken from our room.
Random pictures ..
Pictures in conference room..
Who knows what .. ??
UNO/STRESS.
Candid-shot, I supposed.
Our room.
&we hardly eat any of these chips.
This was stupid, Jollyn knows. AHHA!
Caught them playing!
One of the night, Jollyn&I stayed up late to watch
'Sydney White', a movie which brought.
Nicee! Watched until 12 or 1 am.
FRIDAY, 5th Dec
It was the last night.
&I was sick.
Programme as followed.
During Free time, a group of us went to WhiteSand Island.
It made up mainly of the Youths though.
So we took a speed boat to that island.
Gosh! The ride was fun.
We got our life-jacket on&off we went.
Wore Aunty Sharon Glasses. LOL.
At Whitesand Island.
Jollyn, Carmen, SarahYap, Eunice, Chole&SarahLee.
This was so hilarious.
Aunty Siew Lian asked us to shout, HELP.
&I dont think we were suppose to Smile!
SarahYap, Eunice&Me.
SarahLee, Jollyn&Chole.
There's more pictures, will get it from the other youths.
Anyway, we played 'Treasure Hunt'. We've got to look for Dn Pawa to get passwords.
Stayed there for about an hour, then headed back to resort.
As there were young kids in the boat that we were. The ride wasnt that fun.
