Wednesday, October 31, 2007
4:53 PM ; lifee.
yesterday, didnt had piano lesson.
went to church office, for recordings. Hmmmm. recorded lots of instruments in the clavinova. in the night, went for prayer meeting at church. how shall i describe that feeling i had? it was just strange/
gosh! he was irritating ok! doesnt he knows his limit!
whatever !
anyway, this show is nice! taught of buying, but mum's friend lend it to us.
so save that cost. Hmmm.
got to do all those typing of lyrics and come out with guitar chords for the Youths camp!
i think they're thinking of making a booklet.
alright, back to typiings! Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Monday, October 29, 2007
6:55 PM ; lifee.
hello! i guess life had been great, thus far. my weekend? i guess fun. Youths and church! yesterday, went to church earlier, at around 1230 for filippino, it's their 6th Anni. so we had lunch together and stuffs. after that, went for service, played for the children's choir. Hmmm. i heard, result will be out on 18th Dec. why not earlier? hmmmmm.
anyway, cant wait for Churchcamp and Youths!
i want Sony Ericsson W910i!
this morning, received a msg, that Jas wasnt feeling well!
and she's having 3 Olevel papers!
hope she's better!
alright, end here! my holiday like? . . . i guess, fun?
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
7:08 PM ; mood.
physical and spiritual sick.this morning, went for piano lesson asusual. then went to CRC for recordings. Timothy was there too, cus his mum was also there for recording. Her voice is really nice, her Korean accent is strong though. hahahaa. and Timothy spoke to his brother in korean. hahahaaa! anyway, it was really tiring. having a migraine too. didnt go for prayer meeting, and is only me. some reasons.. it really heat me hard, im taking a step back to think about it. it really bothers me. the word, "regret" keeps playing in my mind. Arghh! Yesterday, was Bengwee's birthday. i did send him a msg, wishing him and stuffs. hahahaa. used to call him father and im his daughter, i also dont know how it came about.ohwells. it really brought me back some memories, the OLD time. BengWee, Pong, TzeAung and KwanTeng, Jasmine and i. we even have our own family name; "Overturn", which makes up of. . . WeeBeng, Liangde, AungTze, TengKwan, Minejas and Mencar. hahahaa. kind of funny. Now? we seems to be like strangers, maybe not so bad. we used to be close, we will have conference in the night. hmmm. kind of fun though! but now, we hardly even talk to each other. dont even say hi, at times. each of us, busy with our own stuffs, i guess. alright, tmr got to go for music course. this time, is really the final lesson for the year. hahahaa. ok, i'll pass the time to TIME. was it a mistake/
Sunday, October 21, 2007
9:36 PM ; is no good.
after church, mum went to TMall to get brother's stuffs. i just followed along. my mood today, was totally slashed! i just kept quiet through out the shopping. wasnt in any mood to get anything either. the problems lies with me. it comes to the point, i really dont know what best can describe my state im in now. i really dont know. im just so confused! talking to two of my friends about it. one of them mentioned this; through our conversation.someone says:
you will regret if you dun talk to himsomeone says:
you will regret if there is another person with himsomeone says:
you will regret if you dun get something you wansomeone says:
you will regret if you hesitatesomeone says:
you will regret iof you dun trysomeone says:
you will regret if this opportunity slips awaysomeone says:you will regret if you didnt answer to yourselfthis's what you call, REGRET? i dont understand/
Saturday, October 20, 2007
11:16 PM ; i thought. .
i thought. . . .but i guess, it was just my thoughts. so should i be happy about it? Youths asusual, i guesss. today message was from Dr. Jeffery Khoo about charismatic and stuffs. anyway, next week there'll be a forum about it. Q and A session. hmmm. after youths, went up with Jollyn to the 8th floor, where the children's ministy was. Alright, we both saw that and know what's that! but do you have to be so sarcastic about it? wth. i used to know you as a nice lady, i used to give you the respect i ought to show you. hahahahaaa! but not now, i guess! People are changing, everyday, every mintue and every second. i simply dont understand, why you! we both agreed you were nice before, has that position changed you? not only you, but there were others who also changed! not naming. am i right to conclude that, being too holy doesnt do any good too? whatever. didnt take the GCM bus transport, took MRT to simei. my brother's friend came today. haha, he's so open and friendly, even though he dont really know my mum and i. he'll just join us in conversation. this kind of people are easier to talk to, and easier to make friends with. it'll be good if everyone are like this. i think it was yesterday night, had a conversation with my friend.after talking to that someone, i wasnt in any good mood. can say, the conversation i had, was discouraging. but i guess is normal for them to have that view of it. must that thought really end? on top of that, i saw what i had to see, and felt what i had to feel. but was that all? The answer is now in darkness/
1:29 PM ; hmmmm
wooo, you're on(:
later will be going for Youths(:
Hmmmmm!
i regretted telling, is so discouraging! ohwells.
yesterday, woke up so early and took a bus down to Jollyn's school for the performance exams.
is so weird, wearing you own school uniform and walking in to another school that is isnt yours?
i saw that guy, who used to be in the same tuition as Jollyn and i, think he was surprised to see me there. hahaaahaa. i remembered to Bimbos!
had my performance exam, in the dance studio? Yup, having piano performace in the dance studio. Hmmmm.
anyway, i expected to fail, but i passed. hahahaa.
for my written paper i didnt study much, due to N level.
amazingly i passed.
after that, went to meet Jollyn. we had breakfast at Whitesand, BK.
then walked around, went to More Than Words, Popular and Library.
Jollyn borrowed some books.
took bus17 and bus9 home. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
i guess that's about it.
Hey! his name is nice, Kensho Ohsnek!YouthsYouthsYouths!
i dont get your point/
Thursday, October 18, 2007
7:52 PM ; M.
back from recording.is not that easy as you might think uh? tmr will be going down to Pasir Ris Crest for my performance exams. and is at 0900! Arghh, so early! it doesnt even takes more than 20mintues. anyway, will be meeting Jollyn at Whitesand for breakfast, maybe. was on the phone with her, heard Jas said she'll be meeting us tooo. Hmmm. maybe i'll go with Jollyn to borrow some books from the library. hahaa. i'll be going to her school, and she wont be there? i've no idea why they dont have school tmr. ohwells. at times, im encouraged by our friendship, how God has really kept us together. And now one more person knows my secret. how interesting. why cant i/
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
11:33 AM ; failed
i failed.
we'll see.
yesterday i found my draft of testimony that i prepared 2 years back.
here it goes. . .
hi everyone! today is the many first for me.
today is the first day of school,
first prayer meeting of the year and first time giving testimony up here.
my family and i would like to give thanks for the blessings and provision that the lord had provided for us through out the year.
for the past two years as a secondary school student,
it has been a struggle as well as a blessing.
i struggled within my schoolwork, activities, piano lessons, and church activities- such as choir,
teen's ministry as well as YF.
there are times i wanted to give up some of the activites in church, but through the encouragement of Uncle Dennis, brothers and sisters in church, i strived on.
i thank god for them and also for his mercy and grace upon me.
the lord never fails to keep his promises.
"Seek ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness and all things shall be added unto you."
true, when i seek the lord first he gave me the strength
and the ability to carry out what i should do,
be it in my studies and activities in church.
though i live far from school but i was never late,
whether rain or shine, the lord make sure the bus got me there in time.
there were many sins that beset me as a teenager and many temptationsm
but the word of the lord rebuke me time and time again.
when i fail to do my quiet time,
i fall into sin and become slacken, but i thank the lord for not letting me go.
i also thank the lord for enabling me to do well last year both in school and my piano exam
and to serve him in church.
thank you, and god bless!
hmmm. i remembered, i was quite emotion when i shared. hahha!
alright, going to church later. (:
Monday, October 15, 2007
1:46 PM ; yesterday was a blist.
it feels great to have the internet working.
ohwells, past two days have been watching, Healing Hands 3.
quite nice.
talk about Saturday, went for Youths(: it was evangelism week.
the attendence was quite good though.
so we were split into 6groups, was supposed to be in Uncle Jeremy and MatthewMah's group. but after some changes, only left Matthew and i in the group, then we decided to split again and merge with the other group. Hmmm.
then we set off, to the housing around Paya Leber.
but anyway, lots of exciting things happened, at least that's what i felt (:
Sunday, asusual went for choir practice. hmmm.
Jollyn and i sure enjoyed it! haha.
after service, we gathered in our group, but we stayed in the auditorium and talked.
just sitting to talk, was fun too. glad to have good friends, like them. hahaaa.
helped out in the children's choir then went home.
anyway, all in all, i had fun!
tmr i've got piano lesson in the morning, after which, i'll be going to church office for recording.
then prayer meeting in the night. hmm.
Argh, on Wednesday there's music course, it's the last lesson for the year, its ok.
but i think i'll have a problem finding my way there, since now im staying at my grandparents' house. Thursday will going down to CRC again.
i think Saturday, i'll be starting my tuition with Nicholas.
dont have the mood. hhaa.
ohwells. brother went to church office for recording. so i've the whole comp to myself .
hhaahaa.
alright, think i'll end here.
my weekend was a bliss;
you were a comfort to me/
Saturday, October 13, 2007
12:05 PM ; still here.
yohooooo!
what a joke.
last night was at my grandparents house.
stayed there around 2100, then i told my mum i wanted to come back to LV to stay for one more night. then we cab home. hahaa.
this morning woke up, went to changi village for breakfast.
then now back here again, clear our beds and others furnitures.
and we can only get to use the comp at LV.
Sunday then my dad will bring the comp over to my grandparetns house.
something to do with the changing connection of location, from my LV to grandparents' house there. hmmmmm.
so currently my house here (LV) only left the comp!
piano and guitar all shifted over to grandparents' house. luckily there's TV there.
alright, later will be going for Youths(:
today's evangelism. hmmmm!
i think i haven't been going for at least a month.
soooo exams are over, i've got no excuse not to go, but is fun going too!
hahahaa. but i feel abit odd though.
but i've no idea why!
next week, i think i've got to go down to church office, for recording again. Hmmm!
at least my grandparents' house, there's direct bus!
hmmm.
i cant wait for Church camp at Cebu!
is really the first time, as a church taking areoplane together. but is budget one though. hahahaa.
its ok, it's for experience! hahaaha.
alright, end here! think im going down to grandparents house now!
dont love me for fun;
let me be the one.
love me for a reason;
let the reason be love.
you're a comfort to me/
Thursday, October 11, 2007
10:23 PM ; last day at LV.
packing asusual!today is the last day at LV.
kind of sad, growing up here for the past 8years.
playing together with all the kids, which now are teens or youths. whatever!
thinking about all the past, i really miss those time.
ohwells, i guess a new chapter is about to begin.
tmr, the mover? i dont know what are they called.
they will be coming to get all the boxes, for storage!
and my piano will be brought to my grandparents' house first. hahaa.
good thing my grandparents didnt sell their house away.
from this morning, at around 0930, have been busy packing until 2130!
super tired! and i realized i do have lots of things!
in between took pictures, was so bored of packing!
found lots of music scores, and is super thick!
the journey ends here, memories are kept and treasured/
hey, you're on (: what a comfort/
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
8:32 PM ;
pictures of Monday.
lunch with the girls. some pictures taken from Shina.
the process of making ice-cream.
and let the competition begins. . . 
Shina
Dorcus.
jingyi.
Carmen.
Lyheang.
1:00 PM ; uploads photos.
wohooo. last night(:after recording went for prayer meeting. during pastor message, aunty diana had lock jaws.cus alot of people keep walking in and out of the seminar, then pastor felt something was wrong. stop halfway and asked what's happening. then Uncle Sean send aunty diana to the hospital. heard she was in pain when they attended to her. pastor didnt finish his message, and we all prayed together for her. then he continued. towards the end, Dn Pawa message him said she was alright alr. my jaw also felt uncomfortable for that night! hahahahaa.
woke up at 0930, started packing!argh!my house is fill with BOOKS and BOXES!more and more of it each day!pack until crazy!
my mess-up room!
piano scores!there are more, all packed in the boxes already. later going to CRC again, to work with pastor for the recording of songs. that's all! next post of photos!
Monday, October 08, 2007
7:15 PM ; Ns over!
Ns' over! holiday begins!isnt it great?POA paper1, i finished less than half an hour. i was thinking, something must be wrong, i kept counting the pages and see if there's any page missing. after paper, went out and asked around, almost everyone also experienced the same feeling. hahaha. i think paper1 will help me! whereas for paper2, hmmm. still manageable. alright, after paper. the girls went to MarinaSquare for lunch. making ice-cream, was the most enjoyable one! really interesting!we had competition, seeing whose ice-cream is the best! hahahhaa, waiting for photos to be send, then upload. then four guys joined us, walked around. the atmosphere was as if our exam werent over yet. hahhaaa. now im like super tired! whole day out! came home about 1800, used the comp, after that went to grandma's house to bring some of our stuffs there first. on Friday, we'll be shifting to my grandma's house first. so this whole week, lots of packings to do!tmr got to go for piano lesson at 0930, after which, will be going down to CRC for studio recording. then after that will be attending prayer meeting! (: i dont wish to leave LV, lots of memories are left here. is just all the childhood memories. all those quarrels, fights, playing of games together and chit-chatting! i really miss all those time. most of my neighbours are also leaving here too, and some already left. now, i know how she really feel! i love the Kampong feeling here, and we all agree on that! Ohwells!is matter of time.in my dream i see you/. Loyang Valley, a great place to leave, but it'll be gone soon.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
9:55 PM ; he smiled.
had me at Helloooo.church, was great! hahahaa. it always does!last paper tmr, im excited about it.going to be busy shifting house, and on Tuesday will be busy, going for recording at church studio. Yup, im looking forward for church camp, and then youths camp!it'll be a fun holiday! guess that's about it. Arghh. i already dont have the mood to study for POA. wells. he smiled and that was it(:
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
2:11 PM ; exmas.
wooooooooooooo. today had Science papers. not too bad, quite enjoyable though. hahha! im totally lack of sleep. will be taking a nap later. lots of stuffs had been happening lately. what i know was, i wanted to post about it, but lazy to do so. it shall be unknown. i cant wait for exams to be OVER! wohoooooooooooooo. it'll be very fast! but i want to know my results too! Arghh. English must pass.!alright, got to go.tmr my brother having PSLE. and i, Maths paper2 which is in the afternoon. anyway, all the best . to . . whoever. a conversation was striked./(:the day shall come, and we'll rejoice in it.
