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Sunday, July 29, 2007
8:15 PM ; cheeky me!
wooooooo!
is SUNDAY (:
"CHEEKY!", that's the word for the day (:

alright, church asusual. my family and i went there earlier, cus mum had prayer meeting. the auditorium was supper cold.
i guess, partly due to the pass few rainy days. but the feeling is niceee though.
YOUTHS yesterday, was asusual. (:
random though!

yesterday i was quite sad or rather just feeling bored, like nothing exciting happened for the day.
and was hoping today somehow or something will cheer me up!
im glad, i am! (:

back to school tmr. tuesday will be having english paper.
woo, that fast!
yeah, got to ask mum to write letter, as i didnt go to school on friday.
hmm.
okok, argh!! now then he pop up! irritating!

i dont know, i still think is impossible/
how should i comfort myself?


Friday, July 27, 2007
10:51 PM ; life
ohwells, tuition ended around 2150. opps! suppose to be 2hours? it was rather interesting though. hahahahha.today, he went through the topic on similar triangles and stuffs. the SSS, SAS, AAA. he showed me some examples, and my imagination was really bad, haha.at first he showed me how it was suppose to go,but i toook so long to see the image, and after that he asked me to try one. i did try, but i told him, i knew the method, but is just that i cant picture the image.and we both just laugh lah. i could sense that he was much relax as before. at least i feel comfortable asking questions too.

anyway, mum just mentioned about my ex neightbour when we were living at simei long ago. i still remembered, aunty sally. i felt very sorry for her. her husband went to thailand to work, and she was alone, as both her sons are married. and he even had another "wife", and a son. but anyway, according to my mum he did change, is just that the lady live there. sooo...what i know is he changed. which is good, but..he had heart attack and passed away there. aunty sally's son went to collect him. i asked my mum, since he changed, what was auntysally response, mum said, she admitted that she was upset with him. but what can she do now? she's a strong women, i must say! hmmm. that's life i guess.

alright, got to log off.
YOUTHS (:
it'll be fun!


11:37 AM ; interesting life.
im at home! didnt go to school today, i shall say, im not feeling well. hmm.
life has been rather interesting recently.
alright, cant wait for saturday and sunday. (:
paino lesson tmr! hmmm.
ok, need to log off.
dont know what to say already!
hmmm.
ohyeah, there's tuition tonight.
see how is goes. hhahahaha.
still thinking back about what happened last week (:
is so amazing/


Sunday, July 22, 2007
7:51 PM ; it melt my heart.
back from church! (:
had dinner at sing post. hmm.
today, was serving in chinese service, thank you Jollyn for companying me!
i've got to admit, i didnt pay attention to the message today. i didnt even know it ended, until Jollyn told me. OPPS!
i thought it ended earlier, compared to the other services that i attended, or maybe because i just wasnt even listening. oh whatever!

went down with Jollyn and roamed around before we went up to the auditorium.
anyway, when we went up, the english service hasnt ended yet. so we waited outside. the kids were playing some game, but they have to recite some memory verses. Timothy is so CUTE! he always remind me of Kensho though. they are so alike!
today Pastor isnt in church, so Rev Tan came over to preach. Jollyn and i were waiting for them at the refreshment table. as we were eyeing on the carrotcake.
after awhile, they finally came out.
sad lah, Jas and Jollyn went home so early, cus Jollyn she's having commont test tmr. hmm. talked to another Jasmine, Xiang Yong, Juowi, Norman and Chee Sheng.
stayed on for Bible Study asusual. quite few today, that's what i felt.
nothing much today, i guess.

tmr back to school and Nicholas's coming over for tuition.
im looking foward in the days to come, but yet im hoping that the time will just slow down. so what do you say? hahahaha.
well, we'll see how life goes.

i cant believe im in the committee, but i feel honoured!
is rather interesting, whatever the reason's for.
im looking foward too.

you waved, and i smiled/


Saturday, July 21, 2007
7:51 PM ; back from youths.
HEYYO!
back from YOUTHS (:

YOU WONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED!
obviously you dont! YEAHHHH!
im going to call vanessa and tell her this!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

anyway, this morning went to meet kokfai at the airport to study first, then later about 1400, jingyi came.
i just found out today, that bus53 takes me 15minutes to reach the airport.
i've got to admit, that is my first time taking a bus to the airport.
it was rather cool, when the bus reached a certain point of the airport, the policeman will come onto the bus and check around. i thought it was rather interesting too. hmmm, i guess im just slow. hahahaha.
i was there early, went to BK at T1.
was there from 1200-1530. bought my ComosGirl magazine, kokfai went over to T2 and helped me to buy, then he used his phone to show us the magazine. as in, through 3G.
took a train down to paya lebar for youths. i was late, by 15mins. but is ok, only miss out on some songs.

alright, church tmr! wohoo (:
one week pass sooooo fast, Nlevel is getting NEARER!
NoNoNo, not so fast!

Seriously, that's so cool!
butt somehow, i think it over and over agin, is still impossible/
thanks for the smile too (:


Friday, July 20, 2007
10:27 PM ; (:
woooo! just now, we're on(:

alright, just finished doing the english homework, but cant submit!
anyway, today after school went to AMKhub, had lunch at KFC with classmates. then went on to the library to study. i did manage to finish up most of the homework. hmm. but we did most of the talking though.
left the place there around 1900, took a cab with jingyi and raymond. if not i'll be home late.
and DANIEL, you were of great help though. ARGH!!

anyway, ohyeah wednesday didnt had to go for music course again, due to some events that PRCS had. ohwell, had science tuition, Andy was super lame. his joke are so "funny"! it reallly makes me laugh. whatever.

on thursday, had maths tuition instead of friday. as Nicholas had to work or something. the lesson was rather different this time. as in, unlike the first lesson we had, awkward feeling. hmm. maybe just wasnt familiar with each other yet. it was interesting though.
the first lesson, was rather a funny one! hahahaha.

we're just like acquaintance. if that's the word.
though we dont go saying hi and bye.
im just simply confuse.
i've tried putting a stop to it, but it just doesnt seems to work. what now?



Sunday, July 15, 2007
8:21 PM ; is you!
SUNDAY (:
we're on!
something amazing just happened! VANESSA, i need to tell you this!
woooooooooooooo!
but i dont know if im thinking too much? but cant be.

this morning, went to Loyang Point, met Jollyn! kind of wasted our time there.
went to photocopy some piano scores, and waiting for Jollyn to lend me her piano book, which she just bought it today!

ohya, i told her about my tuition teacher, Nicholas. hahaha, and she said it was as if we were on blind date. hahaha. quite true though, the atmoshpere was super queit, but i find it funny!

so went to church. super embarrassing. hahahhaha.
when i saw the bulletin, i thought i was serving in chinese service. actually is next week. but anyway, i went and even to the piano. then later i realized it wasnt me! hahhahaa. so went back all the way up again for the main service.
told Jollyn about it, and she laughed.
anyway, today pastor message, kind of impacted me. talking about going to church, like a routine? i've ever thought about it, and asked myself.
bearing in mind, that i've to be aware of myself too, am i going to church because is just part of my life? yup.
sat with Jollyn, and the auditorium was so cold.

during break time, we were in our group talking again. is like, after soo long. past few sundays, it always have been just, Jas, Jollyn and i.
but today, the 3 of us, Norman and Juowi. Cornelius came in off and on. talked about lots of stuffs.
and Jas told us something real funny. it was quite a joke man! hahahhahaha. pity her! and was surprised to see my cousin. glad he was there.
while we were talking, Dn Pawa called us to go for Bible Study. we went in, still wanted to continue talking, but Dn Pual wants to start already.
so went back to our place, thought Jas not staying, but glad she was! then Juowi sat with us. one of our jiemei also. hahahha.
church ended, went to simei bought dinner and went home.

lots of things i want to let it out, but i think is best i do the talking, instead of typing (:
seriously, im quite happy today.
dont know why. hahahha.
anyway, i enjoyed talking to my Kakis!
cant wait for next Sunday!

One day, you'll know/


Saturday, July 14, 2007
8:42 PM ; (:
YOUTHS (:
thanks to vanesssa, who kept me companied in the bus, when was on the way to church. was super bored!
and i realized, we shared something in common. is super cool uh.
excatly the same feeling and experiences had. amazing!
interesting message had, past few saturdays have been studying about those great men. about how they live their life, their stand and faith in God. great men, like Charles Wesley.
always i thought of not going for youths, but something will happen, or is just the feeling, I HAVE TO GO!
anyway, i was glad i went (:
hahahahahha.
a interesting sunday, im looking forward to (:
i like your style/


10:39 AM ; he's good looking though.
back for updates!
woo, it almost have been a week, since i blog.
past few days, school asusual. teachers on MC, so almost already day we'll get free periods. going to AVA room, hanging around, taking our own sweet time.

anyway, yesterday after school went to meet Candice, Melvin and Daniel. then Daniel and Melvin's friends all came along too.
we hanged around down town east. crapping all the way.
we almost occupied half the area of BK. it was full of our noises.
stayed that for couples of hours, then Candice and i went back home first.

had tuition last night, it was really interesting. haha.
it was the first lesson with him, and his name is Nicholas.he's an NUS student, but in August. and he's way better looking than Andylau. hahaha.
why i said interesting, was...
i opened the door, we said hi. he didnt even check if im his student.
so anyway, when we got settled, he didn't even like introduced himself or said anything. my books were all on the table already, and dont know we waiting for what. so i went... " erm.. so? "
i was like giving him all the instructions? hahhaha. but my mum said, cus it was his first time teaching students. at least i was his 2nd students. but anyway, it went well. his english, was really complicated.
ohya, and his PDA phone is soooo cool!

alright, got to go for piano lesson. youths lateer! hmmm.
well, we'll seeeee (:


Sunday, July 08, 2007
8:01 PM ;
back from church(:
it was GREAT!

this afternoon,
we left house about 1245, went to simei,
to get my brother specs done.
i stayed in the car and waited for them. dad, mom and bro all went.
while waiting for them, some idiot threw wet tissue down their house, and landed on my dad's car. twice! but one was one the screen and the other was missed! a passerby walked passed, he saw and said in cantonese.. "what?"
alright, my translations is bad.

anyway, after that, went straight to church, by then, there were quite alot of people. as some attended the Chinese Anni that was before the service.
jas and jollyn already got the seats. so thanks to them.
during break time, jas, jollyn and i went down to NTUC to buy some snacks to munch. hahaahaha. how enjoyable we were!
stayed for Bible Study.
and went home!

back to another week of school!
tmr im having N level oral. hmmmm.

you're on, and im on(:
i want to say again,
ThankYou for making my Sunday an memorial one/


Saturday, July 07, 2007
10:32 PM ;
finally finished doing the Maths paper!
we're ON (:

anyway, talk about yesterday.
went out with jingyi and kokfai. met jingyi first at sengkeng, then took a train to novena and met up with kokfai.
we went over to Velocity. walked around, had lunch at Pepper lunch. thought that was something new though. rounds and rounds we went.
after that, we then decided why not visit junning at KK hospital? it was good that we went, if not he'll be super bored! i stayed until 1700,
and went off first, then shina came and joined jingyi and kokfai.

after i've got home, wei msged me to go down and chit-chat with him for awhile.
BINGO! i know your secret! hahahhahahahahahahhaaha!
hmm. guess that was about it.


this morning the weather was so cooooooool.
went for piano lesson, quite alright though. hmm. but my scales again.
ohwells.
took the GCM bus to church.
was kind of late. when we reached, they already started singing.
had message by Pastor. i thought the topic today was kind of interesting.
and i kept thinking there's evangelism today. but i think i've got it wrong.
so took GCM bus home again, we were the last to alight. by the time we reached was about 1900. super tired!
tmr is Chinese Anniversary Day, and will be held before service.
was supposed to go and i've to sing. but my family wont be going, cus dad said got something on, so we're unable to go and support.
jas and jollyn also wont be going.
but we didnt plan lah.
but of course! we'll all be going for service asusual (:
alright, going to watch show. HealingHand #3
years ago, i watched HealingHand #1 and #2.

A Blessed Day, it'll be (:


Friday, July 06, 2007
11:54 AM ; no schoo, honour night!
there isnt school today, as is school's honour night.
so only invited pupils, im uninvited. even if i am, is only in the night.
ohwells, i dont mind being uninvited.
whatever.

anyway, will be going out soon.
mum was nagging, exams coming still go out.
poor time management and stuffs.
and she said, i've got to be back home by 1730, if not im DEAD! ??

tmr there's youths evangelism, not sure if i want to join them for dinner? wonder who else will go too. hmm.
if not i'll take the GCM transport home.

dont let the mirror tells you lies/


Monday, July 02, 2007
5:20 PM ; achingly beautiful
A achingly beautiful Youthsday!
you've got no work today? i guess im right(:

morning, had piano lesson. my scales was in total messed!
after that was supposed to go over to my uncle's house, in the end went home.
covered a few chapters of science, did my tuition homework. all done!
hmm.

ohyeah, yesterday i bought a book, 'Marley and Me' by John Grogan.
interesting. about the dog, called Marley, was expelled from obedience school, he was totally out of control, but in the end, he won hearts and remained a steadfast model to his family, even when they were at their wits' end.
it's a true story though.
it really trigger me off, in wanting a dog too!
still remembered my dad almost got a dog for $2000++, but mum just didnt allow! ohwells.

Now i know i've got to find,
the picture frozen in my mind
of a life i never knew/


Sunday, July 01, 2007
8:35 PM ; its sunday
(: amazingly, sunday!
after a long day out? but i know i was home by 1945.

this morning, sarahyong msg me, saying there's choir practice for next sunday chinese anni. but didnt go in the end.
anw, i dont feel like singing. ohwells, i guess i have to.
i went up to the main service for awhile, thought that the china girl, kejun will be coming, but she didnt.
so i went down to chinese service, jollyn was serving and jas was also there.
but surprisingly, today main service ended earlier than chinese.
we still thought we were earlier, when we came out from the lift, some were already going back.
yup, we joined in conversations and fellowship.
ohman! if jas didnt point it out, i didnt even realize, Cornelius suddenly looks tall! he's even taller than me! is like so sudden. hahaha, and he was so happy?
since today is YouthsDay, Wenxiang made cards for all the Youths, so nice of him. he must have spent lots of time on it.
and all of us were saying, is rare of guys to really spend time on it. hahhaa.
my family went for evangelism today, after so long. i felt long, maybe because evang. is only like once a month, and once we missed it, it seems long.
think it was kind of enjoyable(:
whatever the reason was for. hahahahha.
after that, went with uncle edwin's family for dinner at simei.
we ate at SnackShop. then went over to east-point, to popular which is quite popular, bought two Cds and then went to NTUC, bought quite alot of groceries.

yesterday youths meeting as always(:
my cousin finally came!
Andy came too, he comes when my cousin comes. can say .. Couple! hhaha.
Wenxiang was chairing, i played the piano.
Elder Choy gave a short message, after that, we gather together and had prayer meeting. so we shared our items.
i stayed on for awhile with the others. cousin and the rest went for dinner, hmm. i should have gone, maybe?
took train back with Eunice and her friend.
went to whitesand for awhile, when i left, jollyn was there. hahaha. no fate! neither do i want! hahahaha.

tmr, there's no school. so i guess, i'll just hang around at home.

i smiled(:
i waved and said, goodbye(:
a choice have to be made.
School VS Church
i dont know/