Sunday, April 29, 2007
2:59 PM ; ohwells.
today church, was super sian. cus JASMINE AND JOLLYN ISNT THERE!
hahahaha. but not that bad lah. then all the youths crowd aroud the usual table at the front, signing birthdays cards! it was quite funny, cus sharon, matthewmah and i were trying to hide the cards from julian and aron.
and heard from my cousin, yesterday there wasnt much youths either. we were like, "..eh so timely.." haha. service ended early today, so bible study started early too.
and i had to serve in the filipino fellowship. and it ended around 1345, then i went to the foodcourt look for my parents. yup, that's all i guess.
hmm. tmr ENGLISH PAPER!
alright, must study for other sub. argh!
there's something i want to say about YOU!
our friendship was fine, only when you started coming in!
i dont mean to offend you, but you seriously hurt all our friendships! ALL, as in not only me. is not that i am so hard up for that friendship.
im trying to tell you, is because of your wrong doing, it destroy all the friendships.
our friendship with that person was fine, everything was going on well.
i can say we even treated that person as one of our good friend,
you came and that person got addicted to you. but it was then still ok, we dont really care. even though the person was close to you, we still had our friendship. but when things started turning bad between you and that person,
it affected us too! and now what, we're all not talking.
HEY, really THANKS man!
i hope you'll read this, and think is YOU!
im not celebrating that this thing happened, it just kind of sad that it affected all of us. ohwells. what's the use of asking me for advice when you dont even take it into consideration. HELLO! the best of friends had experience this kind of friendships, but yet we didnt start anything either.
you, the exceptional YOU, was the FIRST.
the smiles on your face, makes my day;D
but that is so impossible. haiz!
Friday, April 27, 2007
6:44 PM ; BUSY
shall post about tuesday,
after school, went to celebrate kokfai's birthday at sakae sushi at J8.
there were, shanni, liling, shina, jingyi, alberto, aloysius, jagger, kokfai and i.
we really enjoyed ourselves, laughed and cracked some jokes. haha.
and we bought a cake for kokfai, it cost about $5+. and it was super small, only for he himself to eat. ohwells.
so after that, i took bus59 from bishan interchange and went home. while shina, jingyi, jagger and kokfai went walking around J8.
so that was all about it.
so today, i just ended tuition not that long ago. was suppose to meet sally for science, but she was down with fever. so went home after school.
yup. exams starting next week. must really STUDY! argh!
later going to loyang point. hmm. i dont feel like going. very tired.
im quite pissed off. i dont know what's the problem with that person!!
it happened once, and it happened again!
i thought everything was going on fine, but i thought and asked,
how long it will last?
ohwell, it didnt last that long either.
you almost let me take you as a subsitude,
and what now! you'r gone again!
tmr piano class asusual, and youths. dont know if i want to go.
and sunday, jas and jollyn might not be going to church, as they need to attend some family stuffs. hmm. how sad. ohwells.
Monday, April 23, 2007
2:49 PM ; went to hospital.
i set my alarm at about 0945, but i woke up at around 0830. hmm.
anw, had my piano lesson at 1030, then after that went to the hospital. waited quite awhile, but lucky not that long. as i was already a patient there. haha.
saw the doctor, told him what happened and stuffs. and after reading all my past records, and even consuming so many tablets, and it still doesnt cure! so finally, he's sending me to a specialise clinic, where i'll have to take a test on my nerves. after a year plus, and now they are doing something! he said, this is the only thing they can do now. hmm. well, will wait and see.
so on the 30th april, im suppose to go for the nerves test, but there'll be ENGLISH PAPER! dont know how, the appointmet is at 1115. and two weeks after the nerves test, have to go back and see the doctor again.
argh. just hope it won't affect my playing.
alright, got to goo. back to school tmr ;D
we're from a two separate world/
Sunday, April 22, 2007
2:43 PM ; today is sunday.
yesterday youths, we had combine. there was forum, where people could ask questions. i was very tired, so couldnt really concentrate. hmm.
today, came back from church extremly early. cus dad wasnt feeling well, so we didnt stay for bible study.
so after service, my family went down to the foodcourt for lunch, and mum shopped for stuffs at NTUC.
when we went to the carpark, saw norman and his family again. and there was this crazy girl, who shouted my name so loud.
and to my HORROR! it was, JASMINE! hahahaa. ok, whatever.
it was quite cool though, we all left at the same time.
alright, since tmr im not going to school, can at least wake up later.
yesterday i changed my piano lesson to tmr instead. so yeah, after that i'll then go to the hospital. hope i dont have to wait so long. what's the use of having an appointment, when we still have to wait, like for hours.
hmm. that's the reason, why i stopped going begining of this year. but now the pain is off and on. mum insisted i should go and get it cured. ohwells.
have you been lost in your own world/.';-=%^&*$#(@
i've heard about you, congrats!
Saturday, April 21, 2007
2:20 PM ; youths.
ohwells, got to leave house soon for youths. waiting for the GCM bus to pick us up. hmm. yeah.
monday im not going to school, got to go to the hospital. hmm. hope this time, they really could give me specialist! my mum said she dont mind to pay more, if it really helps.
alright, guess better get ready.
JASMINE and JOLLYN, YOU GUYS BETTER COME TO YOUTHS SOONNN!!
i'll be SUPER BORED!!
hahahaha.
there isnt any problem with me, IS JUST YOU!
my revelation shall come, and i'll be GONE!
Friday, April 20, 2007
1:45 PM ; 1 WEEK!
wow! break record! FOUR DAYS didnt use the comp. haha.
yeah, alright. today had school jogathon, and i didnt go. so this morning, went to the polyclinic get an MC, i went to see about my hand, and they refered me to Changi General Hospital again. my appointment is this monday! dont know if i should change the appointment eh. it'll be at 11.40am. hmm. will see! and that stupid doctor, was like so unwilling!
anw, past few days of school. everything was the same, there wasnt like something special. maybe just that, we had our class tee yesterday. not bad though. hmm.
tmr there's piano class asusual, and our youths will be combining with the adult for our meeting. the topic is about, "Christian Lifestyle". my mum was like, " better pay attention, you need it!" haha. ohwells. im going!
midyear exams are coming. hmm.
today, i must accomplish doing, MATHS, ENGLISH, POA, CHINESE. and maybe SCIENCE! well, will see.
anw, today is my mum's birthday. so yeah.
you're that someone,
that i'll think of in the midst of my confusion.
why or how you are the one,
i do not know.
we havent met for years,
but, you're remembered.
but when we see each other,
face to face, yet we do not talk.
there seems to be a thick wall between us.
i guess, there isn't any fate.
so we will just go our separte way.
sometime later, i'll see you again.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
1:45 PM ; sunday.
hmm. today came back from church quite early. didnt go for evangelism. hmm.
this morning, i actually intended to wake up at 0815, mum cane in and woke me up like 0745! haiz. i was super tired lah.
anyway, went church, was quite early.
during break time, told jas about lots of stuffs. haha. and norman, came into our conversation later on. haha. jollyn was serving at chinese service, and according to her, it started late so she came over to our side later. hmm.
so since we didnt go for evangelism, went home. but i went to popular to buy some stuffs, mum went to NTUC. then took a cab home.
was home like around 1200. hahh. first time man!
SUPER EARLY!
miss my kakis.
tmr school asusual. hope it wont be a dragged.
and, im confused by YOU! argh.
lord, may your blessings shine through out all man!
Saturday, April 14, 2007
8:35 PM ; why isnt he replying me?
HEYHEYHEY!
i'm back again. arlight, that's so random. haha.
today was like some ordinary school day. woke up at about 0600. but at about 0545, my dad came to my room and asked me if im supposed to wake up now? i was like... NO! 15mins more! haha. anyway, i still manage to sleep for 15mins. it was a struggle though. is a saturday and i've got to wake up so early.
dad sent me to TM interchange and took bus72. and i thought i was going to be late, chinese oral was at 0745 and i only reached school at that time.
anyway, oral started at 8am, we were being seperated into groups. so my, had only 7 of us. so it ended quite early, think, less then 30mins. compared to the others. reading of passage was ok, but the conversation part, was total, disater! haha.
after oral and stuffs, jingyi, estee, lyheang, kokfai, kenji, aron, jarret and i went to ang mo kio hub for breakfast. as we got to go back to school for listening at 1045. we guys went to mac, we ate until about 0930.
and what! we still had more than an hour before going back to school. so we spent our time taking a train ride to yishun, and from there, we took bus851 from the interchange to shcool, and just in time, 1045. haha. we went to the AVA room, and we were like the last few batches of students to enter. the time estimated for listening was about an hour. but we started at 1100 and ended at 1120.
i didnt know where should i go? cus i'll be super early for church.
save me the trouble of thinking where i should go and stuffs, took bus76 with lyheang. it took about 45mins to reach singpost. i reached there at 1240 and i had to wait until like 1600 for youths? but at least, there was choir at 1430. so at least the room will be open. so from 1240-1430, went to popular, VCDs shop and went to coffee and toast to do my work. when the room was opened, i went in, cornelius was shocked to see me, i think? they were like... carmen is here! think they thought im back for choir. haha. but sad to say, i wasnt! went to another room, stayed there and fell asleep. was super tired.
at about 1600, got ready for youths, played the piano. had a short message by elder mah. then we had evangelism today. went to the HDB block. we were all pair up, one boy and one girl. so i paired with wenxiang. very few units, so quite fast. then went took bus21 and changed to bus59 and went home.
yeah. tmr church! get to see jasmine and jollyn! got lots of things to tell them!! haha. tmr after service, there isn't any bible study or sunday school. there'll be evangelism. hope my family going! cus dad got to rush off half way through service. hmm. dont know if mum going! hmm.
anyway, i just recieve a msg;D
Friday, April 13, 2007
7:16 PM ; i miss him or him?
argh! life was rather messup this few days! hmm. anw, school asusual.
today assembly was supposed to end at 1pm, but due to performance and that mr tan, we were dismissed at around 1.50pm instead? was actually suppose to meet sally at 1.30, so told her meet at2pm. and she was late too, haha.
so we went to coffee bean, and left at around 5pm, then took bus59 home.
and my stupid mp3 couldn't company me through out the whole journey. it was so dump lah. last night i thought i charged my mp3 but this morning when i woke up, the connector wasnt even connected to the mp3. argh! waste electricity. haha. and the day before, was my handphone!! haha. don't know what happen also.
anw, tmr got to wake up at 6am, have to go school for chinese oral prelim and listening. and im in the first shift, which is 7.45am. argh! and after the oral, got to stay until 10.45 for listening. die already, i hope i dont fall asleep half way through the listening, everytime listening, i'll get bored and start feeling tired. haha. and i hope is not so much on, history. it'll bored me!
after oral and stuffs, i'll be taking bus 76 to singpost for youths at 4pm. but hopefully the choir members will be there by 2pm, so at least i can go and look for them.
now, im home alone. but soon everyone will be home! hmm. dad working, mum went to fetch my bro from tuition. hmm. so yeah.
*pls dont let me take you as a subsitude.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
4:21 PM ; EASTER DAY!
alright, today is EASTER SUNDAY!
yeah. so went church asusual, played for the children and adult's choir.
today was serving in filipino's fellowship. and it ended at 130pm. went down to the foodcourt to look for my parents. yeah.
ok, tmr will be wednesday timetable, so get to wake up slightly later. hmm.
I WANT TO WATCH PHANTOM AGAIN! hmm.
how i wish.
yesterday, GCM and youths were held at bishan park, it rain and rain. and we from bishan park, walk across the bridge to the HDB void-deck, and later, when the rain stopped, from the void-deck walked to the park. we started lying out our stuffs, and rain again. then we again, walked to the void-deck! like shift house eh. haha. so we were like having illegal gathering downstair the blocks. haha. but quite fun though. haha.
alright, today i'm super HAPPY! ;D
but that's so impossible.
Saturday, April 07, 2007
9:02 PM ; yeah. wanna watch again.
ohyes! PHANTOM OF THE OPERA was just SUPERamazing!
i just wish you guys can watch!
the starting of the show, was SUPER!!
at the end of the show, it was GREAT too! we screamed and shout, people started standing and clap. and there was this two person, beside vanesssa and i, the first to scream! so we decided, when phantom and christin comes out, we're going to SCREAM! haha.the singing was GREAT! and the band was GREAT too! the effect, lightings and even the customs were just, GREAT!!
the chandelier that was at the top, drop all the way down to the stage! it was so COOOOL!
I WANT TO WATCH AGAIN!! MUST WATCH! QUICK, before it's TOO LATE!!
the jackets that were selling, was so expensive, costed about $65+? and the polp shirt was $55? I WANT TO BUY! and there was the MASK too. haha. the show ended around 1030pm, but there was 15mins break.
by the time i reached home, was about 11.40pm. yup, and i couldn't sleep.
I'M GLAD I WATCHED!!
Friday, April 06, 2007
1:40 PM ; today is the day! PHANTOM OF THEE OPERA
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!
just came back from church. later will be going to meet anna at TMall, then go to vanessa's house. going to help her tune her guitar. haha.
after that, we might take a cab down to suntec. hang around there, until around 7.30pm. hmm. it'll be fun.
anw, tmr there's piano lesson. and youths will be held at bishan park. GCM will also be held there. there's transport, so i'll be bringing my guitar. and my cousin is chairing. hmm. heard, aron's also bringing his guitar too. one for the youths and the other for GCM.
and there's games too! haha. just hope, i'll remember to bring the stack of cards!! haha.
okok, got to practice for my piano lesson tmr. hmm. yeah.
let's goooo!!
Thursday, April 05, 2007
4:10 PM ; TMR IS THE DAY!
ohyes! tmr is the day, of PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!
time flies real fast! i can't believe is tmr. haha. neither did vanessa.
hmm. tmr got to go church in the morning at 9.30am. hmm. yeah.
i kind of got my days mess up? as yesterday, we had thursday's lesson and today is wednesday's lesson and stuffs. hmm.
alright, got to go. and i've got tuition later. argh!
i really don't know what i see in you.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
6:19 PM ; i'm missing someone in my life.
yeah, church asusual. was serving in chinese service, and what! i still didnt have the hymns of what i'll be playing! but today, it turn out not too bad. i was familiar to almost all of it. hmm. alright, after chinese service, jas, jollyn and i went to photostat some stuffs. i went to photostat my family's passport for the registration of this year church camp to CEBU! hmm.
after that, we went up to the english service, and they were still having their message. on top of that, there was holy communion too. so we guys just sat in and took part in that. haha.
during break time, chole, cornelius, jollyn, eunice were singing the SYF set piece. then i went join them later. haha.
was asking norman for some help in poa. omg, and he is like so enthu in learning piano lah. haha. then discussed with wenxiang about the game for next sat, youths. cus i'm in charge of game. haha. ohyeah, we guys will be going to bishan park. hmm.
see when, i'll be going with jas to far east to get her shoes. haha.
alright, tmr another day of school. hope it wont turn out to be a dragged man!
i think, tmr i shall just come home after school.
i dont really see the point of me going to school? going there aimlessly.
comeon! i think your explaination is much more appreciated in hell than on earth. so i think you should just shut up and get down for your life.
ohyes, and i had a long preaching by daniel yesterday night.
i guess, he's rather right. there's a point.
LIFE IS JUST SO COMPLICATING!
so what? shall i just stop this feeling in me? i guess it wont get me anywhere either? the fact is, IS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME!
the thing is, after that preaching, i had a rather strange and weird dream!
ohwells, thanks anw for that real longg preaching!
this really sucks!
