11:53 AM ; vesak dya.
A nice break, for today. (:
Nothing much today yet. Noone woke me up earlier! I've wasted my time sleeping.
Mum and bro went for church activities.
Anyway, talk about yesterday.
Power of intentions.
Came back from my granduncle's 4 story high house. -New house.
It was really nice and big the rooms were wonderfully done up.
Esp. Gabriel’s room.- Black and white.
His LCD screen, act as his laptop screen.
Oh gosh! The toilets! It’s so class, the tap and basin.- Coolest.
Asusual, everytime coming home from their house, I feel so inspired.
Granduncle’s so knowledgeable, like-wise their family, they’r godly people.
Both brother and sister are smart. I’ve no idea where the sister is now.
If im not wrong, she’s studying medicine.
As for Gabriel, he’s still studying in US, I think.
Now he’s back for holiday and he still got one more year to go.
Oh, granduncle told me, he’s one of the board member in Nanyang Poly,
which is so near my school. –Coolest.
He’s really encouraging, one can really learn a lot from him.
As for us student, we must know our goal.
If we do not know what we really WANT to do in future,
then list down what are the things that we DON’T WANT.
In this way, we can narrow down to the things we WANT in life.
Think, im going to work on this.
Life, take it seriously.
Grandaunt went to visit Little Ashley today at KK hospital.
Things don’t seem to be going well.
A cancer in the tissue muscle,
and it can spread very fast to the other part of the body.
She has to undergo a lot of treatments.
She’s will only turn 4 years old next month or so.
Besides this cancer, she’s having some stomach pain thing,
and they wonder if it’s to do with the cancer.
Granduncle told us, when he went in the ward, all the children hairs are shaved.
All ages are seen, till the age of 12.
I guess, all this happen for a purpose.
This cancer wasn’t part of their genes, doctor are still not sure what’s the cause of it.
Hopefully, thru this, their family will come to know God.
We’ve to pray and put our trust in him.
My trust for friendship has decrease from 50% to 30%.
How much can I really trust on friendship?
Ok, just let me say it here and I’ll forget about it.
Are you waiting for me to strike a conversation first, to tell you how sorry I am?
Im not being childish here.
I think you’r not even aware of this change in friendship.
Hello, by blogging about it here, it might seems that im the Loser, why?
I rather be a loser just for this moment, cus I’ll be a winner after this. LOL.
Back here.
It all started with that "gift".
I just simply don’t understand what are you so unhappy about?
Im not working, for your info.
I just didn’t have the means to come out that amount.
On top of that, I’ve already made your present.
Anyway, this isnt the issue.
The thing is, you see present more valuable than our friendship.
That’s what beats me.
With our many years as friends, it doesn’t really matter if I give you or not right?
Or do you? As for me, I don’t really mind.
Is the quality time of our friendship that really matters to me.
From this incident, I felt that I’ve been a fool,
putting so much of my time and efforts in our friendship.
Now, I’ve really understand the "importance" of friendship.
Things started to cool off.
This is when something on your side happened.
I wanted to show my concern.
Said hi to you, and what, you didn’t even bother to acknowledge.
Oh fine, now it seems that im the one at fault, and that you’r mad at me.
All these sound that as if im so hard up for your friendship.
Nah, I just want to make a point that,
it wasn’t becus of Someone mistakes that im against you or whatever.
The whole thing, just lies with You.
I know everyone is not Perfect- I myself included,
but not to this extend, when you don’t even think of others?
Im sorry, I don’t trust friendship, unless You can show me, somehow.
Church
Went to church today, like any other Sundays.
We were late, so sat at the top last 2 row of auditorium.
I love sitting there now, the feeling is amazing, cus you’r able to see everyone singing.
And it makes me feel so charged up.
Sitting up there, made me realized a lot of things.
Such as the Care Ministry brethens, it’s amazing how God had changed their life,
they’r now not one of those, walking on the streets popping drugs and stuffs.
Some youths, I see out there sitting, I wished Im able to fellowship with them,
just to make them feel comfortable.
But at times, we’ll get so carry away with other fellowships around.
Stayed on for BibleStudy, then headed to granduncle’s house.
Thanks for your wave and smile. It comforts me a lot.;D
